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I can’t breathe

Sphinx

I wanna kill my mother fucking self.
I just had a whole mental breakdown yesterday, and today? I’m about to have another one. I’m irritated. I’m tired. I can’t breathe. I still feel like my dad’s heavy ass is on my chest.

I’m scared he’s secretly signing me up for the mental hospital.

Or for me to go back to my mom.

I’m scared, mad, and in pain.

I’m so fucked up. I don’t deserve to live here. Or anywhere. Or at all.

I don’t deserve life.

I need to kill myself. In a painless, silent way.

Sphinx

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version) it was either I get restrained or I start punching the wooden floors in anger and hurt myself 😋

I’m kinda a danger when I’m angry and I get angry and small shit

Sphinx

They said I might be able to see a doctor to get prescribed anxiety medication or depression medication to control my anger and relax me

And stop me from spiraling and over thinking, getting myself angrier.

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Raven yeaaah but I’m okay now

I wasn’t hurt again! I was just in a fit of rage

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Sphinx he broke my toenail in half from body slamming me to the ground

And I have a bruise on my left knuckle from punching my Wooden bed frame. But I’m okay

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Raven aww kibby! Yeah I’m cool…

I like… Beat up my dad 😭😭

Well no not really, he beat me up. NOT LIKE THREW HANDS. but I was so mad he had to reastrain me a little so he layed his fatass on top of me to where I couldn’t breathe. He knows claustrophobic. But it was to make sure I wasn’t a danger to him or myself.

I did throw a few punches (Weak punches might I add) tried kicking and pinching him. I ultimately just ended up crying and begging him to get off me cause I couldn’t breathe.

He wasn’t hurting me. More or less playing with me to get me to calm down.

But my little breakdown wasn’t stopping any time soon.

I’m good though I wasn’t hurt or anything haha -
It’s better than a whooping

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