I can't do this shit anymore I am so close to slitting my throat

[A Former User]

alright. again, im not mad or im not going to give you hate on this bc its a real thing. suicide isnt a joke and even making posts asking for help isnt attention seeking. i might have told you the last time that you didnt need to make a post about it and that people might think your attention seeking but i never said i thought you were. this really makes me upset bc again, i feel like a failure. look, if you ever need to vent or talk to someone who will help you if you want and will listen im ALWAYS open. trust issues suck but i really dont want to lose another person i know over suicide. im really sorry for anything that your going through bc honestly if i could i would take everyones pain away and i really wish i could take yours. again, im really sorry and trust me on this, holding what you have inside isnt going to help you not struggle with it anymore and its not going to help your pain its just going to make it worse.
and be surprised, this is coming from someone that has struggles like no other and wants to end it many times but too scared to and i dont wanna lose the people that mean most to me. people that actually stay by your side and help with shit are there forever and you can actually trust them. and having a partner that can be there for you too and care and love about it is just another person that cares a lot.
but like i said, im here. i know what your feeling dont get me wrong. and you dont have to vent to anyone if you dont trust them or if you dont want to but please trust me that venting and getting things that is hard for you and things that are bothering you will help a lot.

[I'm.In.Your.Closet.]

@RyLIE-Offline ty for this I know suicides not a joke and if u ever need to talk I’m here ^^

[A Former User]

@Your-Local-Simp thank you :]

[I'm.In.Your.Closet.]

@RyLIE-Offline no problem :]

[A Former User]

im sorry for you but this isn’t the right place

[I'm.In.Your.Closet.]

@Dreamy this is the only place I can vent I’m sorry

[A Former User]

[I'm.In.Your.Closet.]

@Burd true but atleast the people who die are free

[A Former User]

@Burd Apparently, literally everything is cringe to you except the inflatable zombie baby from Walmart

[A Former User]

@MrSci yes, obviously