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There are a lot of things on my mind right now. It's 1:37 as I begin typing this. In the morning. It's been a while since I've stayed up this late; I'm not used to it. So I'm incredibly tired right now. This is mostly just a vent. I made a new friend on roblox today. They're really cool; I enjoy their company a lot. They're pretty similar to me, with the way I act sometimes. They did nothing wrong; I'm glad I met them today. But shortly before this, they went to bed. I've been up half the night playing this game with him; grinding since 9 last night. So I was accused of KOSing (kill-on-sight) another player, and the whole server jumped me. Thus losing all my progress on this character. I could just remake the creature because I have it purchased; but that's not the point. I could always make the same progress I did before, yes, but it took actual time that I don't have the motivation to waste again. Honestly, I'm just going to go to bed after I type this vent. Moving on; every time I play this game, someone kills me for no reason. It's always when I make progress, too. The worst part is, when I try to warn people about kosers who LITERALLY JUST FUCKING KILLED ME, they make smartass remarks like: "Why're you complaining if you were just a baby and not fully grown yet" or "nobody is in oasis lol" or "there's no koser in oasis." It really pisses me off. YOU'RE not in oasis; YOU don't KNOW. Shut the FUCK UP YOU UNEDUCATED FUCK. Apologies. But it's not just this, though. Similar scenarios happen in real life with me. A lot more than what I'd like. My father thinks I'm a liar just because I've only ever lied to him a few times; Everything I say or do is just a "lie." I'm a "liar" and a "shitty person" and a "bad daughter" because I'm "obviously lying" and an "idiot," because my dad can "see around my lies" because he's "so much smarter than me" because I'm an "idiot kid who doesn't know anything." The internet is supposed to be my happy place; this isn't fair to me at all. I probably just need to get over myself, but I just don't get why people be more appreciative when I try to help them or inform them of something that might assist them. It's really offensive to me. Then again, I'm really sensitive too. So I'm probably just being dramatic again. This isn't even something as serious as Mistia's situation, so I have no right to complain. I'm sorry for the rant; I am finished typing at 1:47. I'm going to bed now.
To whoever is reading this at whatever time: Have a good day or night, and please don't stress yourself out on stupid shit like I do. It's not good for your health; we worry about you.
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I'd just like to add that the new friend I made today is a really nice person, if you'd like to meet them their username is Salt (@S4LTXI). I hope they live a good life; and die a good death. That's all I can really hope for them.
We also worry about you Sen.