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7:56
Yes, hello, good morning my good friends and… Good strangers?
Just here to talk about how my life is going. Again.Alright, so, I’m in the living room, watching YouTube on my switch. Suddenly, I have to piss. Like, seriously. I get up, walk through the hall-way leading to the kitchen, guarded by two double doors. Yes, the main bathroom is in the kitchen, if you don’t like that you can ligma.
Anywho.
The bathroom door is closed, the light is on, so I automatically know someone is in there. I dramatically sigh as I walk back through the hallway.
So my dad’s room is right next to the hallway. There’s a big opening in the wall from his room that legitimately leads to his room, blocked by a big cabinet, so he obviously heard this. Mind you, he’s drunk. The usual.
Me sighing pisses him the fuck off so he tells me that I need to shut the fuck up because nobody wants to hear that shit, and I don’t need to let the “whOoOOOLE world know I’m irritated.”
Hypocrite.
That’s all he ever does.
Can’t find your lighter?
Throws a fit, screams, yells, hits objects, specifically walls, and blames everyone but himself for losing his own goddamn lighter. That’s just an example, trust me.
So I’m muttering to myself as I leave to go back through the kitchen to the art studio, now used as a room by my cousins who moved in earlier this year, a little before August. Since my younger cousin who we’ll call J(M12) was in there, I start ranting to him about how “If I stab the hypocrite in his throat he’ll stop opening his big as mouth to speak, instead for air.”
Fortunately, my dad heard none of this, and he hijacked my grandma’s keys to her car, since he doesn’t have one himself. He drives illegally, yes. Since this alcoholic cigarette addict wants more, he uses those to go to the store (bp). By this point I headed back to my room, headphones on, Switch in hand, chilling in bed. I was going to go to bed in 30 minutes because my assigned bedtime is 11PM; 10:32 when what I’m about to say takes place.He barges into my room (which was locked and he used a key to unlock), snatches my Switch out of my hand, along with the headphones on my head, and starts screaming at me for “having attitude” and being “disrespectful”, none of which I did at him until he opened his fat fucking mouth, and he never heard that to begin with. So at this point I know he’s coming up with excuses to fuck with me. He’s also the kind of parent to go out of their way to bother their child and when they say anything back he goes, “don’t fuck with me” as if you’re the one breaking into his room.
I explain to him what happened since his drunk ass is already pulling out the “false accusation” card.Nope. Because since I’m “being a disrespectful attitudy cocksucking hoe,” (dubbed by my own father, just calling me names without anything to back up the name-calling) he grabs me by my hair and legitimately throws me out of my bed onto my HARDWOOD FLOOR to slap, punch, and continue throwing me around by my hair.
It was bad enough for my aunt to come barging in to save the day, woo, love you Angie. We talked for a while, and my younger cousin J did his best to make me feel better. God, I love them. But because of the excessive crying and stress overload, I didn’t get much sleep. And even if I had gotten enough sleep, the crying would’ve left me tired through the whole day.Just because I had to use the fucking bathroom.
So, despite the stress and lack of sleep, I am in school right now, being forced to do my French quiz.
Now, how’s your day?
8:11
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im gonna kill him.
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@Ditto-Man Are you at school today?
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yes, i am
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@Ditto-Man cool
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@Ditto-Man Another question tho
When’s the thanksgiving break start and end?
I think it’s next week
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Asking because I might not be in school for a few days, I’m goin’ to Chicago
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@Sen starts next tuesday and goes
w,t,f,s,s,m
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Right. So uh, some kid on my bus sells weed.
We had the dogs out today.
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@Ditto-Man Aite, so we not goin to school on Tuesday?
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I’m leaving on Monday, so I might not go then either.
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we go on tuesday, but after that its free
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
but at least you can avoid HIM
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'Kay, so if I don’t miss Monday, I will definitely miss Tuesday
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@Sen ill for sure read this later ((maybe.)) my eyes hurt and i can barley see my screen and this is a lot to read for my dyslexia self.
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are you on light mode?
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@Sen said in Good morning:
Because since I’m “being a disrespectful attitudy cocksucking hoe,” (dubbed by my own father, just calling me names without anything to back up the name-calling) he grabs me by my hair and legitimately throws me out of my bed onto my HARDWOOD FLOOR to slap, punch, and continue throwing me around by my hair.
@Rylie-Aspen-Offline that’s really all you need to read rn
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FUCK IT, FEMALE DITTO
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