Me and my girlfriend broke up. My parents found out about pretty much everything in our relationship. Everything. You can use your imagination, guess what that means. They found out. Because I'm stupid. They had a 2-3 hour long talk with me. Compromise was, me and my ex could still be best friends, and we could see each other under complete supervision, but I'm still so fucking heartbroken I will never be able to kiss her ever again, never be able to cuddle with her when she needs again, never be able to hold her while she falls asleep on me, never be able to tell her how much she's my beautiful sweet angel, and how ill kiss her all over her face the next time I see her... I'll never be able to do that again, and it fucking shatters me more than anything. It's not sexual reasons I'm broken, it's the fact that my close partner will no longer be my partner, my baby, my sweetheart. I'm so fucking upset right now... Because I can no longer give her what she needs. Our relationship was holding her together because of the cuddles, the holding, the physical affection and contact, she needs someone she's never had. I cannot be there with her always, I cannot be there alone with her always as she pours her heart out to me and I'm fucking shattered. Sure, I'm so glad that she's able to focus on herself, so glad she's able to focus on things that truly matter, but she's still hurting. And so am I. I will be honest, this relationship had been... A lot on my mental health to be honest. A part of me is freed, but another part of me wishes I had fucking lied to my parents one last time...

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It happened. (mods, lock this please.)
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Can we stop being so dumb?
Theres a mute button on mpp and a block button in mppc for a reason yet we don't choose to use those and instead start shit? Idk man.
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Just wanted to let you all know I love you.
Hope you're doing well, hope you're okay.
I love you guys.
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Someone asked me a question today
"Is calling your male friends adorable weird?"
And honestly, I don't know why it would be considered weird. I mean like- if you're doing something adorable I'll call you adorable. Like when I find out my male friends might be younger than me I call them babies, or when they fall in love with someone I tell them how adorable and cute they are.
Like I'm not sure it's weird but what do y'all think?
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This shit isn't cute. It's gross.
Being psycho isn't cute and relatable and hot.
Being a heartbreaker isn't funny and isn't hot either.
Being mean and rude isn't cute
Stop trying to normalize all of this nasty gross behavior.
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Bro I fucking hate having tics in class
I hate it... I feel so embarrassed but I can't control it. To try and suppress it is so uncomfortable and just makes my other tics worse... hhhhhhhh
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This what my brother told me after I told him the situation with the girl
"I turn 18 in November. I am still a minor. If she tries some shit... I will not let you get hurt."
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RE: BRO I CANNATTTTTTT (part 3 of the bullshit with that one girl)
@YourLocalBaconEggAndCheeseSandwich I'm a guy, you're good bro