Me and my girlfriend broke up. My parents found out about pretty much everything in our relationship. Everything. You can use your imagination, guess what that means. They found out. Because I’m stupid. They had a 2-3 hour long talk with me. Compromise was, me and my ex could still be best friends, and we could see each other under complete supervision, but I’m still so fucking heartbroken I will never be able to kiss her ever again, never be able to cuddle with her when she needs again, never be able to hold her while she falls asleep on me, never be able to tell her how much she’s my beautiful sweet angel, and how ill kiss her all over her face the next time I see her… I’ll never be able to do that again, and it fucking shatters me more than anything. It’s not sexual reasons I’m broken, it’s the fact that my close partner will no longer be my partner, my baby, my sweetheart. I’m so fucking upset right now… Because I can no longer give her what she needs. Our relationship was holding her together because of the cuddles, the holding, the physical affection and contact, she needs someone she’s never had. I cannot be there with her always, I cannot be there alone with her always as she pours her heart out to me and I’m fucking shattered. Sure, I’m so glad that she’s able to focus on herself, so glad she’s able to focus on things that truly matter, but she’s still hurting. And so am I. I will be honest, this relationship had been… A lot on my mental health to be honest. A part of me is freed, but another part of me wishes I had fucking lied to my parents one last time…

Theres a mute button on mpp and a block button in mppc for a reason yet we don’t choose to use those and instead start shit? Idk man.

Happy Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my beautiful partner @finneass , my dogs, my dad, my brothers, even my mom…sometimes. I’m thankful for my friends who make me laugh every interaction we have, I’m thankful for each and every one of you guys on here… except for the ones I hate…you’ll know if I hate you. But I’m grateful for y’all. Thank you so much for giving me 3+ years of happiness and friends and I hope you guys have a wonderful day
I love all of you guys.
@Flandre-Scarlet @A38 @ᴇᴍᴀ-sᴋʏᴇ @SweetTea @Bandit @Tsubasa-Hasashi @Kenny @Shade @Shadow @kitkatgirlie @CaptainPresto @Duchess @Shazz_ @Cursed-Cucumber @Angel-Dust @Neincraft
(it’s my brother’s 18th birthday today!!!)

Hope you’re doing well, hope you’re okay.

I love you guys.

Cause you guys won’t stop fucking posting so many goddamn posts everyday and personally, get the fuck off your devices and do your school work or better yet save your fucking device battery.

Love you guys ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

@everyone so uh due to the recent post aka finns post, we should really start locking vent posts. I feel like that’s a good idea considering a lot of times people like to comment very unhelpful and rather nasty things on other people’s posts (me also having to deal with people before time and time again)

Just a small suggestion. ♥️😅😅 Hope that’s not too much to ask.

Okay so, there’s this one kid in my class who says the N word. Hard r. And he is the definition of Snow White. Like he’s built like an egg. He had formally apologized to the teacher and to the kids he offended, and we’re all chill. Then he says it again, and now I’m pressed as fuck. I could go on and on about how disrespectful this man is to come into the school and disrespectfully demoralize everyone with his rancid ass breath and his rancid ass stench and his rancid ass dirty mouse looking appearance, because this man is actually a menace. He’s disgusting, he’s a filthy slimy pig, and he’s racist on top of all of that.

@finneass hey

But I’m in the middle of homework 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

😭😭😭😭 owwwieeeeee

@Duchess it was one person and we already broke up, but it still hurts and it makes me scared to date again but I need love cause when i was in the relationship, being with them caused me anxiety and all I wanted was to be held happily

I can’t get over the feeling. I need a break from everything. I can’t keep sitting here with this unbearable pain. I have to pretend I’m fine but it still hurts. I just wanna be able to love and be loved without.feeling scared and feeling depressed because I’m so hurt and scarred and traumatized. I just wanna be okay again and be held again without anxiety and pain. I feel so lost and I haven’t felt okay in forever. I’m tired of promises being broken. I just wanna cry. I’m on the verge of giving up man. I just wanna let go of myself.

He stares at me
At my lips
Like he wants a taste of my rose water
My honey
And I stand back, tensed.
But somehow I’m numb again
I feel a force, breathe against my neck
Could it be him again? Luring me
You’re only what you make
I made a monster
You’re only a monster
Monsters I make always
And break I do too
Because I am the monster I made
I’m numb yet powerful
Taste my sweet honey dew sugar
And tell me, for what does it please you?
Are you broken like the souls, damned to your repulsion?
Or are you a bond of glue, suffocating in the air tight seal you once drained the life from

So this kid on my bus, only annoys me right. And he’s glazing like all the time, he’s always on my meat about something.

And so I was telling my brother, and he goes to his gf and he’s like “yo, get me that kids snap.”
And I’m like “nah bro, it’s not that serious, he’s only like annoying me”
And my brother is like “Yeah, and he won’t be. I’ma say some shit, and he won’t be ‘just annoying you’. You’re 14 years old, and you’re a girl so it’s different. Ion wanna hear him say nuthn to you no more.”

And im sitting there like damn bro, it was not that serious 💀🙏🙏 but he won’t listen and he does have a point too, plus that kids a junior and always meat riding for no reason.

@kitkatgirlie 😭 I’m so fr rn it hurts so bad

;_;… 👍

@Sapphire I’m about to blow