It’s the way I want constant reassurance, The way I crave attention more than I probably should, The way I feel almost needy just for someone’s presence. And I hate it, because I don’t want to be “ too much ” for people. I don’t want them to see me as annoying or overwhelming. But at the same time, I can’t help it. I just want to be close, To be safe. To know that somebody won’t leave me behind. It’s exhausting. Being this self aware, But still not knowing how to stop. I just wish I could be " enough " without needing so much. I wish I could be easy to love. Easy to stay with, But Instead, I feel like Iam constantly fighting this hard part of myself that wants more. more. more. more. and more. It sounds like greed to the point where that sickens me. My clingyness sickens me, My greed sickens me, I sicken me. It’s filthy. I don’t wanna keep draining people for my fuckery. It sickens me so much to see how horrible I am. And It’s disgusting. Absolutely Disgusting and sickening.

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@Jimmy
haiiii, If you don't remember me, I'm Milo, Macha, Your_Local_Sun, Yuta, Etc
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I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.
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RE: I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.
I’m draining people, Because I’m scared of my insecurities and scared to let somebody go. It hurts to see how many people I know leave me because of it. And it’s terrible. I’m scared, And I don’t know what to do. I’m really worried, Really scared. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know how to stop being this version of myself that feels like too much. All I know is that I’m scared. Really scared.
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fun fact
IT 2017 was 27 years after IT 1990.
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RE: Well it's 12:03 for me, yk whag that means
Blake Jasmine Wubbrle the [REDACTED]
She said thank you !!
then called me the F Slur (she takes. After my bsf named Coral)
Latest posts made by Jimmy
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RE: BRo.
anyway, my mom gave me a 2 hour lecture about how problematic they are and that i should be listening to k-pop or Christian music or i will be forced to go to churches again (Knowing full well what happened last time btw)
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RE: .
Blake I really need your mom to fix whatever her tantrum is. She has 2 children. And if she Doesn’t want them, That is HER own fault. not anybody elses. She is a MOTHER. She WILL treat you two like a normal fucking mom would. I don’t care if she’s upset or mad she has kids. She should’ve thought of that before being a whore. Now look where that got her. She has NO reason to take her anger out on a CHILD. You’re 15 years old. She’s older than you, And She’s acting selfish. She needs to cut this out.
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RE: THEY ACTUALLY WASH THEIR CLOTHES
i mean so does pete and bill, but when jerry yawns is so cute
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RE: bro i tried to log into one of my old accounts
Jasmine " wow! The sky is— "
Your account has been suspended.