if you bestie simp or not even bestie simp for me upvote this

bruh okay fr nah im putting a shit ton of people
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just dont mind my last post
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literally just fucking @everyone

a couple days ago i kinda stopped taking my antidepressants and i was really thinking abt overdosing on them. i didn't obviously but i sure was thinking abt it. anyways, so i told my brother abt it and i told myself i wouldn't tell my mom but i did anyways and we were going to go to the er for me to end up going to a mental hospital but she ended up just calling my doctor and talking to her instead. she said that i shouldnt take my meds for right now to see if that was the problem but the thing is is that people think it's just my meds. i started poking my hand with a pin almost every time i go to school. it's either a paperclip or it's some other sharp object since my mom took my pins away bc of it. and ive been suicidal and depressed for quite some time now. and i finally decided that im not going to share my feelings as much anymore bc i feel like its a bad idea. im just not in a really good state rn so. but don't worry abt me much, im just- here.
and ik Kirito did some things that might not be forgiving but his death is making it really hard to think anymore. i miss him a lot and i don't take suicide lightly even tho im struggling with it.

i put this as off-topic but like its really truee..




@Duncan
yes, i have pictures of you that i ssed<33
anyways,
why i made this post is to tell you that i'm amazed by the beauty of an amazing person and an amazing friend. you've been there for me even if your down. if i could see a day of you not here with me i wouldnt be able to find myself well. i love everything abt you and im glad i'm friends with you. i couldn't ask for anything better of you and i really wish you would see more in yourself than just a piece of trash. i'm really sorry for anything i've ever upset you by and i really wish i could help you better but i always try my best. your worth more than you think and you should really believe me and others when they tell you true things abt you. you matter and your fucking amazing <3
your smexy wexy too bro
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i've been trying to word this in the nicest way possible and i dont think its going to be.
those people who dont support lqbtq and shit i understand and i cant just make you change your mind on it but like people who make transphobic jokes to someone who is trans or even saying it to someone whos not trans is very unnecessary and i fucking hate you for it. not gonna say any names so ill say C for the victim and K for the guilty person ig-
so yesterday C came to me saying that K was being an ass for no reason and was very transphobic to C. and C ended up showing me and i do have a ss of it and i will cross out the names and such but yea.

this isnt okay and they have done this shit before and yet they get away with it but yet when someone happens to say the n word or say something rude to another person they get banned or they get hated on.
its fucking annoying.
i get it if you dont support the lqbtq community, not everyone does, but fr dude? come the fuck on. you wouldnt like it if someone did this to you so honestly pls stfu thank you.

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@Creati132 hi :]

upvote if you have a crush on me

@laws laws, you have been there for me even tho we weren't as close. i really hope things turn out good for you and all your problems go away. you were a good person but sometimes annoying at times but everyone has their moments. you will be missed and everyone makes mistakes, even the best people. i'll miss you tho and i hope you have a blessed week too <3

alright lmao

I CALL
UH
IDK BUT I DO THIS

@izzy-lolll LMAO
its funnyyyy

@izzy-lolll <33

i have a feeling this one was one i did but im probably wrong

@meow-meow-man yeppers

@meow-meow-man OKAY POG

@Tripod no