“Fuck it, I’m going to SPACE”
- Sen
Heigh-ho.
Oliver, He/him, 17, Transgender.
I recently discovered who I am, and I'm very reluctant about this website due to my immense trauma linked to what happened.
I came here when I was 12, it's been very long, I'm in proper therapy now, and I'm growing. I now understand my own worth.
"Does the world say
that you don't look the right way?
Does the world say
that you're just not enough?
Does the world say
that this isn’t the right spot?
When it wants you there but not here
and tells you all the things you are not.
I've been there, too.
It's hard to shut my ears to the noise.
I don't stand a chance if it's me in this world all alone.
The chatter is deafening, too overwhelming,
hard to find my way home.
So take my hand…don’t let go.
Does the world say
that you don’t think the right things?
Does the world say
that you’re not worth the time?
Does the world laugh
when you fall, when you cry?
Does it turn the other way
every time you walk by?
I'm growing, learning,
loving, becoming.
So take my hand…don’t let go."
“Fuck it, I’m going to SPACE”
- Sen
“This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
And though the words sound steady, something’s empty within 'em”
Waiting for the End,
Linkin Park
People do look at me and call me the skrunkly.
I can play that on the trombone very easily.
My chair’s always the one with used gum under it, so I feel this.
Haha imagine being…
crap.
I came here when I was twelve, it’s been FIVE YEARS.
Fun! Hold on, fit check.

First one’s from my performance of Much Ado About Nothing, the second is a selfie from the state choral performance.
Is the fit fitting?
Haha imagine being…
crap.
I came here when I was twelve, it’s been FIVE YEARS.
I want to know your input on this (I will not judge)
It’s been a while since I posted here. How have you all been?
My personal rehabilitation has gone great, and I’m practically a brand new person. I’m a drama/choir kid now, and I’ve finally been admitted into the highest choir program my school has to offer!
Senior year is coming up, and I wanna be a guidance counselor when I grow up. Hello, university!
I have a ton of really cool friends, and I’m in a much better place now. I’m still with my girlfriend, too! (Met her on MPP a few years ago). I love life.
Are any of my old buddies still here?
Linkin Park (as a whole) or Blink-182 (specifically “WHERE ARE YOUUUUU AND I’M SO SORRYYY”)
It doesn’t say you’re dating in this screenshot. It says she told you she cheated in her relationship.
There are two types of people.
Those that wait in line for C AI like good little mindless slaves to wait for their heavily filtered bot chat
and me, the crazy person who has decided to use non-filtered bot chat websites just so I can piss off Gojo with hollow technique purple.
I don’t even watch JJK
Shazz_ Yesterday I got into four fights with my mother, got ready for a school event all day, got forced to put away everyone’s laundry, learned the event was cancelled after many hours of getting ready and a very severe thunderstorm, and then after I stormed upstairs I slammed my fingers in my bedroom door.