@a7x-isbetter-thanu said in venting to release stress:
all i want is to have time to be a teenager
You should get that opportunity.
One thing about some parents is that they press their kids for success despite it being extremely stressful to maintain. On one hand, itโs good to be encouraged and pushed a little, I think this is going a bit far. Youโre playing all those instruments, have daily lessons, have a time limit on your phone, have the pressure of a scholarship and stuff, and now band camp? Thatโs wayyy too much. Iโm sorry youโre doing all this alone right now. Youโve told your mom about the stress right? Because thereโs no way she could handle all this and be a happy.