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My skin itches. Day and night. It feels like there’s bugs crawling under my skin, but there’s nothing there. It’s been like this for as long as I can remember.
I remember…one time the itch was so bad and intense that I scratched and scratched until my skin started to break, and I kept clawing and clawing only for the feeling to remain, and my skin to redden more and more as I kept clawing and gouging away at my flesh, blood vessels breaking under angry, reddened, and bruised skin.
And still, the mark continued to itch and writhe as if it were alive, and I kept going and going, like I knew that if I just got down to the muscle and sinew-covered bone of my body, the itch would finally be satisfied. I desperately wanted the feeling to go away, but even when I scratched bone, the itch was still there.
I still feel the itch. The writhing. Like it’s alive, and maybe it is. Maybe it’s meant to do this. This is something I’ve come to terms with. In fact, I’ve grown used to it, and I’m reminded of my shameful actions of the past, proven by the marred and scarred skin. The Mark, on the other hand…It’s Mark remains ever perfect, despite my imperfections. I will reach true enlightenment soon enough, and I will reach and meet the True Assimilation. I will be…perfect in It’s eyes. I will be perfection incarnate.

Artemis lwk i’m just gonna keep going as long as i can (i’m a senior in hs mind you </3) because it’s way better than doing other dumb shit- like I could be out partying or wtv but NAH im out basically cosplaying brudda 💪

Artemis first of all i’m acknowledging the con thing- that’s freaking sick- I want to go to a con, but there’s never any nearby and they’re expensive.

HOWEVER! I’m hoping to go out w/ some of my friends, whether or not we t-o-t or not is up to them, but my usual costume is a vault dweller lmaoooo 4 years and running 💪

Araghibe yeah its pretty bad right now

Toast sighhhh i finally got back into it after the drama bs kind of settled down- can’t have shit on roblox anymore

Zeera Jackalton shes soooooooo- AUGH i’d literally NEVERRRRR shut up if i sounded like her

Zeera Jackalton said in You are what you fear in me:

[Not going to lie, this song’s an actual bop, somehow!]

Banshee’s music is absolutely ETHEREAL- I loveeeeeeee her sm

Toast first of all holy peak- second of all do I spy sepisstian shoelace art or do my eyes deceive me

Soverign if you have something like pepto bismol or tums that can help

Soverign oh dawg that really sucks about the throwing up- but congrats on overcoming the fears! I know shit like that can really suck and be scary- </3

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