Oh fuck you.
Cal Cal <33
I LOVE YOU CAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLL
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RE: I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.posted in Vent
Iβm draining people, Because Iβm scared of my insecurities and scared to let somebody go. It hurts to see how many people I know leave me because of it. And itβs terrible. Iβm scared, And I donβt know what to do. Iβm really worried, Really scared. I donβt know how to fix this. I donβt know how to stop being this version of myself that feels like too much. All I know is that Iβm scared. Really scared.
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I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.posted in Vent
Itβs the way I want constant reassurance, The way I crave attention more than I probably should, The way I feel almost needy just for someoneβs presence. And I hate it, because I donβt want to be β too much β for people. I donβt want them to see me as annoying or overwhelming. But at the same time, I canβt help it. I just want to be close, To be safe. To know that somebody wonβt leave me behind. Itβs exhausting. Being this self aware, But still not knowing how to stop. I just wish I could be " enough " without needing so much. I wish I could be easy to love. Easy to stay with, But Instead, I feel like Iam constantly fighting this hard part of myself that wants more. more. more. more. and more. It sounds like greed to the point where that sickens me. My clingyness sickens me, My greed sickens me, I sicken me. Itβs filthy. I donβt wanna keep draining people for my fuckery. It sickens me so much to see how horrible I am. And Itβs disgusting. Absolutely Disgusting and sickening.
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throwback to Blake and Vei / Pete coreposted in Blog
I just feel the need to post all the time π«©
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RE: throwback to me and Calvin (Fizz)posted in Blog
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no, it calvin (or from the ss, its wyatt)
