Shazz_ Everything went downhill but I’m still alive, heh
Nice seeing you again
everyone
a group for a ping :)
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RE: Heyaa ^v^posted in Blog
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RE: HEY GUYSSSSposted in Vent
Sphinx my dad is trying to get me out of the house and he’s planning on taking my mum to court
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Heyaa ^v^posted in Blog
I haven’t been here often, here and there but I wonder how you all are doingg :)
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RE: HEY GUYSSSSposted in Vent
Sphinx im 15 i legally can’t bro. Nah my mum is so so so so horrible, she’s abusive, manipulative and narcissistic and I hate it. She literally guilt trips me into making me feel bad for her mistakes and her fuck ups
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Soooo I may be fucked 🙂posted in Vent
Deadass I think my boyfriend is pissed at me or something because he hasn’t said I love you too for the first time in the 7 months we’ve been dating like I am fucking scared like scared scared- like trembling and crying scared. Basically he was talking to me about if I would be ok if he was gonna go sleep because I tend to think a lot about stuff (not so good stuff) and the self harm that I done, I said yeah like go for it you need sleep like sleep all day I won’t care- he asked I was sure if I would be- like honestly yeah I am im fine I’d probably just stay up drawing or something. But then I said I talk to people on a site (obv this) and he just got really weird and iffy so I was like “oh shit did I make him mad like oh fuck” I actually almost cried. I really hate making people mad especially my own boyfriend because it makes me feel so fucking bad and I love him with my whole being. So he obv checked on here and was like “I found you” you know I just wanted be playful and teasing so I said no and then no he never. The man goes “im gonna go” and I say “oh right ok I love you-“ and he hasn’t replied so I’m like in full panic mode trying to figure out why he done that because he always no matter what says he loves me more- like did I make him angry or upset and if I have I feel so fucking horrible I want to fucking cry my eyes out and just curl up
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RE: HEY GUYSSSSposted in Vent
Sphinx no I don’t, I mean I could but I hate giving people trouble and his mum definitely wouldn’t mind because she has the kindest soul on earth
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HEY GUYSSSSposted in Vent
so im back after a long LOOOOONG time, Ive been great other than the fact IVE been suffering badly with self harm and my mum had literally just made fun of me today after I was sent home from skl for it. She then proceeded to take my phone away and started giving me mouth for it. Guess what I do? Walk a different way home from her. Guess what she does. Texts my boyfriends mum and starts saying that she needs to keep my boyfriend away from me because I was mouthing off my mum back and swearing at her. Excuse me a 40 yr old woman making fun of her 15 year old daughter for self harm and then proceeds to tell someone who had no involvement in it
