this is my final goodbye to everyone. im thankful for everyone that has been here for me but i will be deleting my account on here and everything else. i believe that its for the better.
i would type more but i cant see atm so thats kinda hard to do.

message xay… tell them not to kill themselves bc im freaking out and they keep threatening it and now they arent answering… i know its not much but still…
Xadrian/Jester/Classic Sans/Stolas/Jupiter

Transformationalists Tetrahydrocannabinols Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis i will :)

@Shizz_ pls no

thats wild

@omgitsfinneas this made me cry so much. finn, im so sorry that you have to go through that. you shouldnt hace to and you do and thats fucking sad. i know that we’ve had our fights before but i really do still care about you. you’ve shown me and even told me things that i might not understand right now but please trust me that i KNOW and i DO listen to what you say. it might not seem like it but i do. but i understand what your going through. i understand having a parent not listen to half the shit you say and just treats you like your nothing just bc your “successful” in life. we’re human. we have feelings. and you know, it hurts knowing that someone you honestly thought would be there for you and support you on everything you did, has never done that. moms can be hard most of the time. i know that from experience. my mom doesnt support me in anything i do. everything that she could bitch at me for, she does. i told her that im still with xay but i do also like two other people and she bitched at me for loving people. i told her that i was trans and she complains that i couldnt be the ‘daughter’ she raised. so finn, i understand. i understand not being accepted for who you truly are. but, i accept you. whether or not me and you are friends or not. your perfect the way you are and your mother or anyone else who doesnt support you or accepts need to realize that your more than enough and that you really are trying to be the best you possibly can.

Transformationalists Tetrahydrocannabinols Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis the lyrics are so relatable.

at least those pictures.
like this one isnt bad

i mean i have a bad experience with falling in reverse but i still listen to them sometimes.

ill… ill pass.

Clay oPeN dA wInDoW- kNoCk KnOcK