@plutonium HELLO? This is weirdly specific but the stare reminds me of this chick who does the Jasper impressions </3

What was it like to lose? All my life, I’ve been held to impossibly high standards that I’ve managed to reach. I’ve been scraping the bar, but I’ve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someone’s minimum effort.
The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
I’m fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
But I must stand aside and accept my place, below them.

All remaining personnel are to head to any escape pods or hunker in emergency shelters if necessary.

Facility Integrity: 78%
Crystal: Secure
External Pressure: 24%
Containment Status: Ragnarök

“Expendable” protocol in progress.

Containment Logs
13:26 Z-13 fakes anesthesia dosage, escapes transport
13:28 Z-13 kills a high-ranking officer, takes keycard
13:31 Z-13 starts unlocking containment cells as he passes
13:34 Full facility lockdown initiated and personnel evac begins
14:17 External soldiers are loaded onto submarines to secure Crystal (As of right now, we are here.)
14:46 Soldiers cannot reach Crystal without major losses, “Expendable” protocol initiated
20:05 First group of Expendable Prisoners arrive

I’m back from camp :>
Not dead/ghosting yall i swear
I’ve just been super busy since then, so I haven’t had like any time to log on. :>

G U H.

Also this is a real person that Identifies as an ACTA or Age change to another.

It’s similar to RCTA, ECTA, or DCTA (Race change to another), (Ethnicity change to another) or (Disability change to another)

I honestly really hate the [x]CTA. It’s hard to put into words, but that is not something you can change. You cannot change your race. You cannot change your ethnicity. Those are literally genetic. You cannot change your age-you cannot undo what time has done to just change a number. You cannot change a disability-if you have one, you can’t just change it because you’re feeling ‘silly.’ That can be and is very offensive to those that have those disabilities. It’s frustrating, and honestly, I’m not sure how people can actually live with themselves like that. They should know that this kind of behavior is socially and kind of morally wrong. :/

I’ve made a post about this song before with the lyrics.
Obviously, the song is about sexual assault.
On that note–I’ve never paid attention to the cover on her single version on Spotify. It’s actually sickening, if you think about it.

Obviously, we can see that there is a reference to the blood-red coat of Little Red Riding Hood. (“But red’s his favorite shade”)

There is also the various utensils. (Knives, forks, etc.) (As well as various things like lemons(?) and olives.) This is a reference to the ‘eating’ aspect of it–the actual assault.

Then there is the wine.
The placement of spill is purposeful.
It is to represent the fact that there are rapes and assaults towards women and girls to the point that they bleed. To the point that they die.
The fact Lydia integrated that into the cover is so smarty, but it makes me sick that it has to be a thing. </3

As you look around the surrounding area, you realize just how much damage has been caused. Burning rubble of buildings, abandoned and not. Screams of far-off families, trying to find their loved ones. You see your fellow party members on the ground, dead, or nearly dead, bleeding out into the deep snow. Only you remain, on the brink of death, your energy slipping away, and you can feel your hands getting colder by the minute, with Morro in front of you, an amused smirk plastered on his face.

“Oh, you poor little dove… I was really hoping that you and your friends would have proven more of a challenge for me. Such a shame I was able to make them all drop like flies.”
Morro saunters closer to you, stopping just in front of you, looking down at you with that wolfish smirk, as you scramble back in the snow, leaving a trail of blood behind you as you go.

“Why did you go after them?! I’m the human he found to save the world! It’s me that you want!”
Morro chuckles sinisterly, the kind of laugh that would send a chill down your spine and make the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. “Oh, little dove…I know that you’re the one I wa-”
“Then why?! Why them?! Why not just take me and kill me already?!”
“Because it causes you more pain, little dove. The more pain you experience…the more enjoyable it is for me.”

You keep scrambling back, desperate to be away from this man. No…this monster. He killed your friends…your ‘family’. It doesn’t really seem to matter how far you try to get from him, though…he’s gaining on you. You’re losing blood. Lots of it, and fast.

“You’re a real- bastard, you know that? A monster. You killed my friends! My family, just to make me hurt more?! Do you realize how fucked up that is?! How would you like it if you were in my shoes?!”
“That’s the difference between us, little dove–I wouldn’t be in your shoes. I am…so much more than a sad little adventurer who got told they could save the world…”

This is based around the D&D campaign me and my friend are running.

I know that life is getting harder and harder.
I know that school is getting more draining by the day.
I know that the world is really fucked up right now.
I know.
Trust me, I know.
I live this, too.
But I made this playlist in hopes it will help you the way it helped me.

It contains various Lo-Fi songs (generic compositions, anime covers, etc…) as well as music box covers of lots of game music (Baldur’s Gate 3, Legend of Zelda, Undertale, Mario, Pokémon, and the sort). There’s also Skyrim, Minecraft, and actual classical pieces. There should be no songs with words or anything too distracting.
I made this when I was really struggling last year with staying focused, and half of the songs ended up on my Spotify wrapped because I listened to it so much. I really hope it helps you the way it helped me.

🌿♥ Bring a bottle of water, a charger, headphones/earbuds, caffeine if you drink it, study supplies, and anything else you might need. (Heating pad/blanket/hoodie, light source, a study buddy such as a friend or pet, etc.) Love y’all. Stay smart. ♥🌿

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1QLKIXizy5oDU9wcBxAjp9?si=g361c653Swu92WSalddhZQ

@Wubbrle-the-Wubble Kat started it and made it tradition. <33

RIP yourlocalsanjifan, you will be missed.

Α. Σ. Γ. said in A poem for that bitch:

Μισώ σε με ολότελα, αχρείε νάρκη,
Που βρόντηξες βάναυσα το κορμί μου,
Στην ίψι σου κρύφτηκες, σαν δαίμονας,
Κι έσπειρες ανείπωτη αγωνία.

Σιωπή μου κρατούσα, κρυφτός πόνος,
Αλλά τώρα φωνή μου ψυχής μου έξω,
Αποκαλώντας σε δριμές καταρες,
Στιγματίζοντας την ατιμία σου μου.

Σαν αετός ύψιστος, όμως, θα πετώ,
Αφήνοντας πίσω τα ίχνη σου σκοτεινά,
Κι ας γεμίζεις έτσι τον κόσμο σου με χάσματα,
Εγώ θα λάμψω ανέμελα, ψυχή αθάνατη.

Vaguely translating to:
I absolutely hate you, you wretched mine.
Where you brutally thundered my body,
In your shadow you hid, like a demon,
And you sowed untold anguish.

I kept silent, hidden pain,
But now my voice my soul out,
Calling on bitter curses,
Stigmatizing your dishonor to me.

Like an eagle supreme, however, I will fly,
Leaving your footprints dark behind,
Even if you fill your world with gaps like this,
I will shine carelessly, immortal soul.

Honestly? Slay.

Everything above the neck
Everything but the imitation of youth must be given up at the desk
Everything but the look that sells
You’re 12 looking 20, or you’re 20 looking 12
And you’re tight, and you’re baby, and you’re sexy about it
And you’re subtle and doe-eyed in a toddler’s outfit
And her eyes are crossed and big and bright and bug
And she withers around like a salty slug
There’s a beautiful balance to realise and reach
When the women act like both a child and a sex beast
Men are titillated by that delicate line
Between sex song and nursery rhyme
Over time, you’ll not remember normalcy
Because normalcy is what you see, repeatedly
So there will be nothing to miss
It must be so relieving for you to hear this
Mmm
If I mimic sex like some kind of clothed recreation
Slightly alter your emotional situation
If I transform into masturbation motivation
Something that’s more “open to interpretation”
All of a sudden, your desire to understand
Head popped out of your ass, you’re a wide-eyed kitten, man
Your jaw will unhinge like a trap door open wide
And in my words will pour like a fucking slip and slide
'Cause sex is everywhere
It’s everything you see
It’s baked into the air, breathe, baby, breathe
Sex is everywhere
And if it’s not, then somebody will put it there
They’ll put it there
(They’ll put it there, and they’ll put it there)
Your hands are down your pants, you’re settled in for the night
It’s time to watch 18-year-olds on a private browser site
But 18 years isn’t short enough for you
They have pigtails and Hello Kitty shorts on to undo
They’ve learned that the closer you look like to a kid
The more money you get from a forty-two-year-old piece of shit
So on screen, they’ll touch a dick, and act so confused
Because cluelessness is easier to get off to
There’s no button to push for third base
I’m not trying to seduce you, fuckface
I’ll be out in your lawn covered in snot
I get away with so much shit cause you think I’m hot
Oh, you’ll praise the virgin, self-absorbed
You think your penis is very important
But if something’s dirty after you touch it
The problem is your hand, dipshit
Cut it off
Sex is everywhere
It’s everything you see; it’s baked into the air
Breathe, baby, breathe it
Sex is everywhere
And if it’s not, then somebody will put it there
They’ll put it there
They’ll put it there
They’ll put it there
They’ll put it there
Sex everywhere
It’s everywhere
It’s everywhere
It’s everywhere
Oh, the women are fighting crime
Showing tits and ass at the same time
They’re multitaskers, we draw the lines
Anything’s true if it rhymes
The key in the hole, the mighty sword
Praise the man slut, praise the lord
They’d fuck a pie, a dead body
But you live to please, you live to please

Duncan oh absolutely, I actually feel so bad for Gachapon’s VA for that reason. And it’s so unfortunate because I loved her character she was so cutie :(

ayin Oh don’t worry me and my friends were like “oH iM sOrRy I wAsN’T iNtImAtE eNoUgH wItH yOU-” and like made fun of a bunch of other shit he said, because he genuinely didn’t make the right point in the video–like he apologized, but for the wrong reasons. So like…ye. I’m gonna keep making fun of the shit he said.

Duncan I think most–if not all the VA’s quit, actually.
I know Gianni (Sebastian) did, p.AI.nter’s VA did, the Imaginary Friend VA’s did, and I think HQ’s VA did as well… I can’t remember who else has stepped down, but I’m glad they are, and supporting Ren (NoLongerNull) in the process.

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Soverign I believe the document opens with a trigger warning, but thank you for bringing attention to it again.

For those interested in what document is being spoken of:
https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/1VeGBz0J0UnJruSHRnj4IPyvyz5kRHuNr8nyL6U87zVg

Soverign Roblox Developers/Creators Try Not To Be Problematic Challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)

Genuinely though, I couldn’t bring myself to read all of it, and had to just skim through the document because I felt genuinely sick, especially when I got to the pictures of the marks that Zeal left.
Zeal is a disgusting, sick bastard, and I’ve completely dropped Pressure. (Which is highly upsetting, because I’ve put a lot of time and effort into that game and I really enjoyed playing it with my boyfriend and my other friends.)
So until Zeal and everyone else involved steps down and major administration changes are made, I will not be playing the game anymore, no matter how upsetting it may be. (It will only be added to the list of Forsaken, Grace, etc…)

Zeera the Nightmare Jackal's 2nd account I hate to break it to you, but it is a D&D thing XD

Tenna!! | 💤🏝️ GENUINELY MOURNING BRO