I honestly donโt care. Iโm going to use names.
Me and Sophia (Aspen) started dating back in late 6th grade, early 7th grade. I had gotten out of a bad relationship previously, and things happened, and she had told me she liked me a little bit after. I told her that I had felt the same. Unfortunately, I was an extremely closeted kid, who was terrified to tell my parents I had a girlfriend. (They eventually found out.) Despite me being so closeted and not able to say โI love youโ or send certain colored hearts over text because at the time my mom went through my phone and it would get figured out, we stayed together. I eventually got Discord, got some friends and some people from here (Zeri/Jinx, Harper, and CatBlepBoi), and we would just talk. I had a mini-music group, (I called it my Choir Hell Server) and I introduced Sophia as my gf to them, and my mom found out. She wasnโt mad, but she was disappointed at the fact I didnโt tell her. I tried to explain that I wasnโt ready to tell her. She never brought it up again. AlthoughโฆLate 8th gradeโฆShe was going through an Aro-Ace phase, and she told me that romantically loving people wasnโt something she wanted to do/wasnโt interested in at that time. I told her I understood. We were still friends. We still talked to each other daily. She ended up getting another partner (Ace-NB), and it hurt. It was so soonโฆ
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I had another partner later, and we lasted until November 16, 10:31 P.M. I honestly wasnโt that upset about that one. I had a feeling it would start to not work out. It was like anโฆearly birthday present. I know thatโs a terrible thing to say, but it justโฆwasnโt the same as what I was hoping for in a relationship.
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Fast-forward to Valentineโs Day, 2024. Luke (BF/Partner-He/They-Trans) asks me to be their Valentineโs, and we start dating. Iโm happy with them, but every once in a whileโฆI just look at her and think โI wonder where we could have been if I hadnโt messed up so much. If she was still mine, and I hers.โ Sheโs so pretty. Sheโs what I wish I could be. Sheโs perfect. She can make friends so easily, and sheโs just such a kind caring soul. Gods, I miss her. It hurts to see her daily sometimes.
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Songs I associate with her are I Hear A Symphony by Cody Fry and A Shitty Gay Song About You by Ezra Williams
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TL;DR: I miss my ex-gf, and it wasnโt really my fault, but it feels like it. :P
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๐๐๐ก๐ฆ๐ข๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ข๐ช๐ข๐ซ, ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ซ๐ถ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ,
โโ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ข โ ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ;
๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐๐ก๐ช๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ข๐ข, ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐๐ถ ๐๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ก๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฏ,
๐๐ฌ๐ด ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฒ๐ญ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฏ.
๐๐ซ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ข ๐ก๐๐ถ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ช๐ฆ๐ก๐ก๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ,
๐๐ด๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐๐ฌ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ญ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ;
๐
๐๐ ๐จ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ ๐จ, ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ถ ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ข๐ก ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ,
๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ก๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ.
๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก ๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ด๐๐ฑ๐ ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ฉ๐๐ถ,
๐ ๐ช๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ข ๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ โโ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐๐ถ!โ
๐ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ฃ ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ข ๐๐ซ๐ก
โญ๐๐ช๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐๐ฌ๐ถ๐ฐ.
โ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ช๐ฆ๐ก๐ก๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ ๐จ,
โ๐ซ ๐ ๐ฑ๐ด๐ฌ-๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ ๐ณ๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฑ ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฑ;
๐ ๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ค๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ข ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ถ,
๐๐ซ๐ก ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฉ๐๐ด๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ.
โ๐ข ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ค๐ฅ ๐ ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ช๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ก,
๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ก๐ฏ๐ถ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ข๐จ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ก๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ก๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด๐ซ๐ข๐ก;
๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ข ๐ ๐๐ช๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ช ๐๐ด๐๐ถ,
๐
๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ข ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ฌ๐ซ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ถ.
โ ๐ด๐๐ฑ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ก ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐๐ฆ๐ค ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ก ๐ฑ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข,
๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ข๐ถ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ซ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข;
๐
๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ฃ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ฌ๐ฒ๐๐ฑ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ข,
๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐๐ฐ๐จ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก ๐ช๐๐ซ, ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฐ๐๐ด ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ. :)
.โฉโขฬฉฬฉอหโบโง. โขฬฉฬฉอหโบโง.ห *เฉโฉโงโหเผบโเผปเฉโฉโงโห. โขฬฉฬฉอหโบโง. ห โขฬฉฬฉอ โฉ.
๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ. ๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ค ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ช ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ฅ ๐ค๐ช๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ โ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ช ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐.๐. ๐พ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ. ๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ค ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ค ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ โ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐. ๐ธ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฃ ๐จ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐. ๐พ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐ ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฅ๐ช ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ โ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐. โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ฃ๐๐, ๐๐๐ช ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฃ, ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ค. โ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ฃ๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ช ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ฃ๐ง๐๐๐๐ค ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ ๐.๐., ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ค. ๐น๐๐๐ค๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฃ โ๐๐จ ๐ฝ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฃ๐ค ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐ฃ๐. ๐๐๐ช ๐พ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐.
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Wouldn't the world be better off if we took nonsense more seriously?
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I miss her...I can't help but think it's my fault.
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Practicing. (Fellow musicians welcome to vent.)
I hate practicing. Now, I know thatโs a stupid thing to say. โWhy would you hate practicing? Itโs the thing thatโll help you get better!โ Shut up. I hate practicing because of my mom.
My mother is 37 years old. She started singing and playing violin when she was 4. She got into the Iowa All-State Chorus all four years of High School. She is a great musician overall. She is a private music teacher and has her own string quartet. How many people do you know have their own string quartet? Probably hardly any.I hate having to practice in front of her. She nitpicks everything. Why does she have to be like this? I have no idea. I get and understand she wants me to be the best I can, even though I am only a freshman, but this sucks. Nearly every time I practice, I end up in tears because I try. I try, and she gets pissed. I try so god damn hard, but I canโt. I canโt do whatever it is she wants me to do.
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RE: Dumbest person I've seen all day..
Also this is a real person that Identifies as an ACTA or Age change to another.
Itโs similar to RCTA, ECTA, or DCTA (Race change to another), (Ethnicity change to another) or (Disability change to another)
I honestly really hate the [x]CTA. Itโs hard to put into words, but that is not something you can change. You cannot change your race. You cannot change your ethnicity. Those are literally genetic. You cannot change your age-you cannot undo what time has done to just change a number. You cannot change a disability-if you have one, you canโt just change it because youโre feeling โsilly.โ That can be and is very offensive to those that have those disabilities. Itโs frustrating, and honestly, Iโm not sure how people can actually live with themselves like that. They should know that this kind of behavior is socially and kind of morally wrong. :/
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RE: A poem for that bitch
@ฮ-ฮฃ-ฮ said in A poem for that bitch:
ฮฮนฯฯ ฯฮต ฮผฮต ฮฟฮปฯฯฮตฮปฮฑ, ฮฑฯฯฮตฮฏฮต ฮฝฮฌฯฮบฮท,
ฮ ฮฟฯ ฮฒฯฯฮฝฯฮทฮพฮตฯ ฮฒฮฌฮฝฮฑฯ ฯฮฑ ฯฮฟ ฮบฮฟฯฮผฮฏ ฮผฮฟฯ ,
ฮฃฯฮทฮฝ ฮฏฯฮน ฯฮฟฯ ฮบฯฯฯฯฮทฮบฮตฯ, ฯฮฑฮฝ ฮดฮฑฮฏฮผฮฟฮฝฮฑฯ,
ฮฮน ฮญฯฯฮตฮนฯฮตฯ ฮฑฮฝฮตฮฏฯฯฯฮท ฮฑฮณฯฮฝฮฏฮฑ.ฮฃฮนฯฯฮฎ ฮผฮฟฯ ฮบฯฮฑฯฮฟฯฯฮฑ, ฮบฯฯ ฯฯฯฯ ฯฯฮฝฮฟฯ,
ฮฮปฮปฮฌ ฯฯฯฮฑ ฯฯฮฝฮฎ ฮผฮฟฯ ฯฯ ฯฮฎฯ ฮผฮฟฯ ฮญฮพฯ,
ฮฯฮฟฮบฮฑฮปฯฮฝฯฮฑฯ ฯฮต ฮดฯฮนฮผฮญฯ ฮบฮฑฯฮฑฯฮตฯ,
ฮฃฯฮนฮณฮผฮฑฯฮฏฮถฮฟฮฝฯฮฑฯ ฯฮทฮฝ ฮฑฯฮนฮผฮฏฮฑ ฯฮฟฯ ฮผฮฟฯ .ฮฃฮฑฮฝ ฮฑฮตฯฯฯ ฯฯฮนฯฯฮฟฯ, ฯฮผฯฯ, ฮธฮฑ ฯฮตฯฯ,
ฮฯฮฎฮฝฮฟฮฝฯฮฑฯ ฯฮฏฯฯ ฯฮฑ ฮฏฯฮฝฮท ฯฮฟฯ ฯฮบฮฟฯฮตฮนฮฝฮฌ,
ฮฮน ฮฑฯ ฮณฮตฮผฮฏฮถฮตฮนฯ ฮญฯฯฮน ฯฮฟฮฝ ฮบฯฯฮผฮฟ ฯฮฟฯ ฮผฮต ฯฮฌฯฮผฮฑฯฮฑ,
ฮฮณฯ ฮธฮฑ ฮปฮฌฮผฯฯ ฮฑฮฝฮญฮผฮตฮปฮฑ, ฯฯ ฯฮฎ ฮฑฮธฮฌฮฝฮฑฯฮท.Vaguely translating to:
I absolutely hate you, you wretched mine.
Where you brutally thundered my body,
In your shadow you hid, like a demon,
And you sowed untold anguish.I kept silent, hidden pain,
But now my voice my soul out,
Calling on bitter curses,
Stigmatizing your dishonor to me.Like an eagle supreme, however, I will fly,
Leaving your footprints dark behind,
Even if you fill your world with gaps like this,
I will shine carelessly, immortal soul.Honestly? Slay.
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RE: GGGGGGGGGGGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGSSHHHHHHHHGAYUUUUUUJEEEHHHHAAJAJJUSUW
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww I really hope you washed the shit outta your hands. And used hand sanitizer-
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Body dysmorphia kicks ass.
So, to put it bluntly, Iโm a slightly chubbier girl, and Iโve got a large chest.
(unfortunately. Thatโs where this is heading tooโฆ)I usually donโt mind, but Iโve got a lot of performances coming up where I have to either move around a lot or do a lot of dancing/jumping. Iโve also noticed that because of myโฆsize, I have a lot of back pain, and pain going up/down stairs/pain in general. Iโve tried sports bras (like the compression ones), but those only work so much. As someone who has a lot of LGBTQ+ friends and as someone who is LGBTQ+, I know that you are not supposed to bind with those elastic bandages, but it was only for a minute. Not even. I wanted to cry because it felt nice. It was tighter and more supportive than a sports bra, and I was still able to breathe. Except the shitty part is, is I canโt get a binder (not even from someone with supportive parents), because my mom will get mad and be like โoh you donโt need one, thatโs what your sports bras are for,โ and no matter how hard I would try to tell her, I know it would always end up in some stupid-ass argument, and sheโd probably say something about how my gay friends are being a โbad influenceโ on me and that I just want to be like them because itโs โcool.โNo. The problem is:
I hate my arms. Theyโre so fatty but skinny.
I hate my hands. My nails look gross, and my fingers are short and ugly.
I hate my legs. Theyโre so thick. The only thing they look good in is thigh-highs and leggings because they hid their true form.
I hate my stomach. I want a flat stomach like all those pretty girls at school. Why canโt I look like them?
I hate my face. My skin is scarred from picking at it, and itโs textured and ugly. If I could afford skincare to look nice and pretty, I would get it.
I hate my chest. After being told my โchesticlesโ were out for wearing a cute zipper top that was lower cut, especially.
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Oh, and Iโm like super pissed off right now because (note that Iโm a singer for what Iโm about to say) Iโm sick, and I canโt. Fucking. BREATHE. LIKE AT ALL. And Iโm pretty sure my Devilโs Waterfall is coming shortly, so Iโm super like, temperamental, and Iโm also pissed because I have tried using a steam inhaler, and a nebulizer, and I canโt find my Vicks VapoRub Stick (Itโs like a smelling stick that smells like really concentrated Vicks, and it clears out the sinuses super fast. AND I CANโT FIND IT. WHAT THE HELL-) -
Financial Literacy Debate (OPEN FOR DEBATE!)
โChildren donโt need to learn financial literacy skills until theyโre older! They should focus on what they have now.โ
Define older. Do you mean when they get a job, which could range anywhere from 16+? When theyโre 18? When theyโre 21 and considered a full-fledged adult? When theyโre at least 25 and their brains are finished developing? How about when theyโre in school? Hear me out: add financial literacy as a class to middle and high schools to better prepare them for their future. According to many sources, behaviors around money can form in children as early as the age of 7. If thatโs the case, we should teach children and teens financial literacy at earlier stages in life, so they are better prepared and more successful in their future. Schools could even make it a required class, but let students choose when they want to take it. Whether they want to take it early as a freshman or wait until they get used to the swing of things and have an idea of what they want to do with their life as an upperclassman, they should learn the proper ways to:
~Open a bank/savings account
~Properly use debt
~Pay bills
~File taxes
~Save money for retirementโฆ
โฆAnd so much more. There are so many things that people need to learn to be successful in this world, especially with the economy the way it is. (Itโs absolutely in shambles.)(Also please excuse if this doesnโt make sense, I am just 15 and writing this for a school project. I donโt know anything about taxes, okay? Iโm researching. This is just based on what I have so far.) (Also this might be edited depending on what I find during my research!)
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RE: the first time in my life
Duchess All I can hear when I see this picture:
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Why do people have to be creepy and weird and not pick up on social cuesssssss ๐คข
Okay. Iโm going to use fake names to keep identities safe because thatโs the right thing to do. Also this is going to be long. REALLY. LONG.
ME: Jay (Just a kinda shortened version of my name.) (She/Her)
MY BF: Lee (Also a kinda shortened version of his name) (He/They) (Trans)
THE CREEPY BITCH: Audie (Shortened name.) (She/Her) (Also trans)So basically, Lee has Audieโs Discord, but they havenโt really talked since last year because something happened between them and it got awkward. Iโm in my schoolโs theatre troupe, and unfortunately, so is Audie. Weโre preparing for our show that was in like a month or so, and she starts talking to me while Iโm painting a piece of set, because they have like literally nothing to do.
(Not sure why they didnโt just ask the director for something to doโฆ)Iโm mostly focused on painting, so like, Iโm not paying a shit ton of attention to them, and theyโre justโฆCIRCLING ME? As Iโm painting. Not sure why. Anyway, weโre chatting, and Iโm not getting great vibes from them, and weโre talking about some of my friends, and how they tried to ask some of my friends out before. (First it was Ace, then it was Lee, then it was Saf. All rejected.) I bring up that me and Lee are actually now dating, and sheโs like โOh really? Thatโs- uhโฆGood for you.โ They seemedโฆidk. Disappointed, maybe?
Time passes, we only see each other at theatre set builds, so Iโm not too mad about it. HOWEVER. As Iโm sitting at lunch with one of my friends, they bring up Audie. (I didnโt really know her name at this point in time, so Iโm like who tf is that, and they explain.) Iโm like โoh shit, I know her-โ and so my BF, Lee, brings up some messages that Audie had sent, which were things like โI heard you and Jay were dating. Good for you, you lucky bastard. Donโt fuck it upโor do fuck it up AND PUT IN A GOOD WORD FOR ME.โWHAT THE FUCK. NOT ONLY THAT, BUT THEY WOULD KEEP MESSAGING LEE ABOUT ME.
Eventually, we had a cast party, and they were sitting two seats away from me. (Also for the record, I wasnโt wearing anything super extravagant, I was just wearing a tunic because it was easy to take off and change clothes/shoes in. Apparently, Audie had messaged Lee and said โFuck, Jay looks so pretty right now.โALSO! NOT ONLY HAS AUDIE BEEN SAYING THAT KINDA SHIT, THEYโVE BEEN KINDA PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE TO LEE ABOUT ME.
AND THEN! When I show clear disinterest in Audie, they keep trying to talk to me.
Like recently, I had a really cool ass group of people come to my town. Theyโre called the Young Americans, and they teach you this Dance/Singing/Musical Theatre show in 3 days. SOMEHOW AUDIE FOUND OUT ABOUT ME BEING IN IT, AND SHOWED UP TO THE PERFORMANCE YESTERDAY. They were wandering around the YA cast, and the workshop kids, looking like they were looking for someone. One of my friends asked if she was looking for someone and they said no. However, they kept weirdly following my vague direction. Whenever I would turn around to try and find another cast member so I could have them sign my shirt, there she was. We kept making eye contact for a few seconds every time. Thankfully, I had a couple friends who I explained the situation to and helped me keep away from her. They would like block me from her sight, etc.Whatever. Anyway, I donโt like her. She creeps me the fuck out, and honestly, sheโs just kinda a dick to my bf. Iโm trying to get Lee to tell Audie to stop because sheโs making both of us uncomfortable and to block her if that doesnโt work, but we both also love shitโtalking her. (Also technically itโs truthโtalking about a shitty person lmao-)
So, Iโm nervous to see if theyโve messaged Lee about me avoiding them after the Young Americans. I just- I donโt know what to do. I canโt exactly file a harassment claim through the school, because they havenโt done anything to me personally. Iโm pissed, and I have no idea what to do about it. Fucking help.EDIT: They also figured out what lunch I have/who I sit with on what days and they figured out where I am during 7th hour. (Which is the library. Theyโve been there for the last couple of days and watch me and my friend give our computers back and leave.)
EDIT 2: Sorry that was really long to read. I apologize if itโs confusing as well.
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