somnium that’s rough buddy </3

somnium it wasn’t too bad lol they put me under, done in about 30 minutes, pain was pretty bad the first day, but now it’s not so bad

I got my wisdom teeth out-
Pic below of them soaking in water if you want- idk-
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TADAA!! YOU SCROLLED FAR ENOUGH TO SEE MY TEETH!!

Kenji more on the indie/folk side of music–I highly recommend checking them out!

Kenji It’s definitely hard to move on from, but I’ve gone no-contact with her, and it’s been really good, since she lives in an adjacent town.
I just think it’s super important to find connections to music somehow like that, even if it’s painful–that’s why songs like Feed Us Your Girls by Lydia the Bard and Liquid Smooth by Mitski are some that I really like. Although to be fair, I just like a lot of Mitski’s stuff-

꩜ֶָ֢. 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒉 ₊˚⊹ 𐂯 bro you don’t know niche dead forum until you’ve been on mpp.social

There’s something so violently visceral about the 3:37 mark–the repeating of the word ‘stop’ is so moving–there’s a story behind this album, but even if you take it out of the context of the album (see below), the blood-curdling scream is so moving, and it really resonates with me in a cathartic way that’s just absolutely chilling to me. Sooo…yah. If you want the extra context, check the TW-?

TW: SA
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As many of you know, I was sexually assaulted on May 25, 2025. I was taken advantage of by someone I thought was my friend, and she was not. I think the 3:37 mark is what was running through my head when it happened. I wanted to cry, scream, push her off, but I couldn’t. And I think that part just really sits heavily with me, because the sound of the desperation could be interpreted as someone trying to get someone to stop a situation like that.

Kenji peakkkkkk

Kenji https://open.spotify.com/user/31s4aeskdcl5zqm2gysmztulqp5y
this is the link I just copied from my prof- idk man- otherwise 𖤐⁺‧₊☽𝔅𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔞𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞☾₊‧⁺𖤐 is my user with a skeleton pfp-

Kenji fuhhh okay gimme a sec to see what I can do

Kenji bro if you follow i’ll follow back trust

Kenji RIGHT so like- yeah…that’s my taste-

idk if this link will show you </3
https://open.spotify.com/user/31s4aeskdcl5zqm2gysmztulqp5y/following

Kenji bro just check the artists I follow on spotify its chaos

Kenji that aint even all of it </3

Kenji ouuhh that’s a hard one- because I’m a classical (ish) musician, it’s hard for me to pick, since I listen to literally almost anything (except country and most hymns–there’s a few in each I like, but not many-)

So like, I really like indie/folk for unsettling/uncomfortable types of music, I like OST music for general stuff, I like rock/metal/etc, EDM, musicals, classical, baroque, (SOME) romantic (bro don’t get me started on Der Erlkonig by Schubert-), i like some pop stuff- so yk i’m kinda all over the place

Kenji that’s me with my music ensembles ts all i do anymore

Kenji literally- but then I read it a little bit later and it’s ass

Kenji oh god and the EDITING- OH MY GAWDDDDDD 😩I WAS STUCK EDITING 6 PAGES FOR LIKE A WEEK

Kenji defo just gotta find the motivation good lord i need that shakespeare shit to come back