@ugly-hoez-hate-me god i love inheriting red 40

Pheo Reincarnation of the “Pobody’s Nerfect” meme.

@Your-Local-Shadow-Simp i will also be here, but just, inactive. Not like completely, it’s mostly just life is wearing me down until i vanish into the dust that created me.

“lowkirkenuinely” comes from “kirk” + “lowkenuinely”
“lowkenuinely” comes from “lowkey” + “genuinely”
“lowkey” was the successor to “low bar” in spirit

so uh

what the fuck does “kirk” do in “lowkirkenuinely” besides be a meme.

don’t even get me started on “kirkcoin” (hint, it pisses me off the stock goes up every time someone says “kirk”)

2025 was a cesspool of nonsense and thank the dying gods that 2026 is here to hopefully not be another downer.

@Raven no fl

i used to have ableton…but not anymore

The only ableton song that survived:
Tedious.mp3

and it was too complicated for me to understand.

@Blake dubai chocolate is just a nut allergy waiting to happen.

MY HALF BIRTHDAY HAS BETTER SHIT THAN THIS

also, HAPPY ESTONIA NATIONAL DAY :internal_sob:

♥『𝑀𝑜𝓍𝓍𝒾』♥ the USA flew too close to the sun and now it’s falling

no one is gonna catch it

icarus gonna die

@ugly-hoez-hate-me it was probably traumatic shock.

ex-friend is the “he” in this
text i got from him this morning after showing him this:
“I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I F[]KING KNEW IT I CALLED THEM PARANOID WITH HIS BESTIE AND HE LAUGHED HIS ASS OFF I F[]KING KNEW IT”

(i did not know the context)

so uhm, what’s the worst “I KNEW IT” moment y’all’ve had?

Pheo
silica packets be like

KiwiArkavelVA summer break boom will happen

KiwiArkavelVA i think it’s because of exams

wait till like june or july to see if it’s truly dead.

somnium
i feel like i need to run off into the sunset
run off the planet and watch it burn
see the bonds which once held me behind, perish into annihaltion

i wouldn’t be surprised if earth is my hell
i wouldn’t be surprised if i had to live this life again
i dont want to close my eyes and not wake up, but i feel like i have to

if i was blind to all the horrors, i would be okay
oblivious but happy

but my hearing is too good
my eyes are too strong
i must peer into the chaos
i must understand why

somnium i used to put others first
now i have to put my beliefs first b4 me
i cant do that
i cannot let go of people

i miss the past, but i was too crazy to enjoy it then
and now i hate the future and im “too crazy” to embrace it…

somnium

in my eyes, im dying with the world, not for it
im against the odds and still going (but for what)
im trapped in a prison, being forced against a prism
im fragmented in more ways than one

i dont feel whole
i feel broken
shattered like glass
my poetry is good but any longer and ill die
i cant breathe my own breaths because the system is bogging me down
i’ve dissociated for too long
and i can’t help others for any longer

somnium public school was hell

my opinions are “wrong” to them

im anti-american in an american country
im socialist in a capitalist dystopia
im out of the loop in a society post-irony
im in hell while some are livin it up
im stuck inside while people are out to play
im suppressed while the criminals are let go
im privacy, justice and rights first instead of power, greed, and marginalization
im a traitor in a place where my life is on the line
im a martyr in a world of hate
im a demon in a world of saints
my beliefs are strong but my mind is weak
im inferior to love but im superior to hate
im stuck in my head, while choosing what is right
im taking my own road while being dragged back in

somnium i want to run away from both of them
they drive me crazy

my grandma (mom side) and my (step-dad-grandpa idfk) is a bit cuucoo

my uncles and aunts don’t give a fuck about my grades

i’m really good in navigation and medical, really bad in speech and opinions.

somnium my mom only wants to see my gpa go up
my dad don’t give a fuck, thank god he doesn’t

but my mom makes him give a fuck.

somnium everyone around me wants me for my output, not my input

because i don’t have an input, only an output

and honours english is too hard for me
“just write” they said
it’s the only class where i have an input but no output

and in algebra (2), (same teacher as honours english) he goes too easy on me. i’m really good in math, but really bad in english.