@ugly-hoez-hate-me god i love inheriting red 40

Pheo Reincarnation of the “Pobody’s Nerfect” meme.

@Your-Local-Shadow-Simp i will also be here, but just, inactive. Not like completely, it’s mostly just life is wearing me down until i vanish into the dust that created me.

@Raven no fl

i used to have ableton…but not anymore

The only ableton song that survived:
Tedious.mp3

and it was too complicated for me to understand.

@Blake dubai chocolate is just a nut allergy waiting to happen.

Aubade.mp3

birthday song :]

MY HALF BIRTHDAY HAS BETTER SHIT THAN THIS

also, HAPPY ESTONIA NATIONAL DAY :internal_sob:

@ugly-hoez-hate-me it was probably traumatic shock.

ex-friend is the “he” in this
text i got from him this morning after showing him this:
“I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I F[]KING KNEW IT I CALLED THEM PARANOID WITH HIS BESTIE AND HE LAUGHED HIS ASS OFF I F[]KING KNEW IT”

(i did not know the context)

so uhm, what’s the worst “I KNEW IT” moment y’all’ve had?

jack and jill
went up the hill
to fetch a pail of water
when jack came down
he smiled then frowned
as he’d been one of the children for slaughter.

and then jill
went to the well
atop the hill
to dip the pail to water
when she came down
she smiled then frowned
as she thought that jack had forgot her.

Nocive.mp3
Germination.mp3

Toroidal 2026.mp3
a remix of a song my friend made.

♥『𝑀𝑜𝓍𝓍𝒾』♥ I WATCHED IT 2 WEEKS AGO BUT I WAS* TOO SHY TO TELL ANYONE

GOD I LOVED IT, BEST MOVIE OF MY LIFE (SO FAR)

Lucidity but Soma.mp3
a cover of a song with this system in mind

Pheo
silica packets be like

KiwiArkavelVA summer break boom will happen

KiwiArkavelVA i think it’s because of exams

wait till like june or july to see if it’s truly dead.

somnium
i feel like i need to run off into the sunset
run off the planet and watch it burn
see the bonds which once held me behind, perish into annihaltion

i wouldn’t be surprised if earth is my hell
i wouldn’t be surprised if i had to live this life again
i dont want to close my eyes and not wake up, but i feel like i have to

if i was blind to all the horrors, i would be okay
oblivious but happy

but my hearing is too good
my eyes are too strong
i must peer into the chaos
i must understand why

somnium i used to put others first
now i have to put my beliefs first b4 me
i cant do that
i cannot let go of people

i miss the past, but i was too crazy to enjoy it then
and now i hate the future and im “too crazy” to embrace it…

somnium

in my eyes, im dying with the world, not for it
im against the odds and still going (but for what)
im trapped in a prison, being forced against a prism
im fragmented in more ways than one

i dont feel whole
i feel broken
shattered like glass
my poetry is good but any longer and ill die
i cant breathe my own breaths because the system is bogging me down
i’ve dissociated for too long
and i can’t help others for any longer