Quarter 1 is ending in 2 days, I hate my life. Pre-Cal test is so f**king hard. I am so burnt out that I could not go to gym today. I feel worthless. It's so f**king hard to, y'know work. Physics test I know I'm screwed, Spanish my grade is f**ked, English (don't even get me started on English, my hardest class), U.S. History (the only reason I'm there is that there are dipshits in world civ 1 (I TOOK WORLD GEO IN EIGTH GRADE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, I HAVE ALL MY WORK FROM IT STILL). I hate seventh period, I hate communities advisories, I hate seeing people that don't understand me. I'm fed up with it all.

Yeah, someone has managed to upload this ^^…I don’t even know how you’d download that.
Cassini.mp3

Here’s some music, I’ll be back possibly this afternoon or so. -(at the time of writing this, it is 8:14 AM)

Okay, but like, what about the instrumental? Well here it is, ULTRABOX REMIX!!!

TEFI-V4.1.mp3

This might actually be the craziest thing I’ve done.

Frostbite Test.mp3

i misread something as “rihanna”

then proceeded to download diamonds
DIamonds.mp3
you’re welcome.

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ sombr and aloboi are, idk about the video one though…

i know two artists that could possibly fulfill parts of those requests. sombr and Aloboi.

but if you want some weird obscure music, oh god i found a goldmine. here’s a taste:

It also starts at 0:12, because it was meant to have an inst, but i forgot.

MonochromeTest-5b.mp3

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ questions like “what is the executive branch”

short answer they wanted: [insert perfection]
short answer they got: ELDERLY MEN WHO HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY HIRING YOUNG MEN WITH TOO MUCH MONEY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAVE LESS OF EVERYTHING

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ i actually went camping a few days ago. this song helped me get through the night in the dark.

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ I took one last year and gave up on it after the questions that were more like “supposed to work / is working not how it’s supposed to” were in mass.

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ that’s amazing for civics.

LD-SHARP.mp3

and now i can rest

yay.

LD-Test.mp3

@Soverign I had diarrhea last night, I almost passed out.

I’m hoping that it was just a one time thing and is not that lettuce bacteria.

I’m okay I guess, I’ve never felt okay like this tbh.

MyRageMyFuel.mp3

Artemis The principal brushed off their nonsense, she told me the equivalent of “what the fuck is wrong with you?”

She then told the school therapist “it’s a bunch of people with testosterone, of course they’re doin this shit”

Me: I have low testosterone!

Her: Are you getting replacements?

Me: Not yet, maybe soon.

In one class they solved it, just move them away from eachother. *English, my hardest period, I love and hate you. * The other is still pure hell.

I’ve been harassed in the past over being openly gay. I don’t want to experience another one of these cycles again. As previously mentioned I’ve martyred before, it was horrible.

I was mentally stable before all of this, now look where I am, broken.

Those two were fine last year. What the fuck changed?

At this point, I’m on track to having a repeat of last year. I’m taking therapy but that’s not enough.

I’m venting here because I can stay safe IRL and NOT die.