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Soverign I had diarrhea last night, I almost passed out.

I’m hoping that it was just a one time thing and is not that lettuce bacteria.

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I’m okay I guess, I’ve never felt okay like this tbh.

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MyRageMyFuel.mp3

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Artemis The principal brushed off their nonsense, she told me the equivalent of “what the fuck is wrong with you?”

She then told the school therapist “it’s a bunch of people with testosterone, of course they’re doin this shit”

Me: I have low testosterone!

Her: Are you getting replacements?

Me: Not yet, maybe soon.

In one class they solved it, just move them away from eachother. *English, my hardest period, I love and hate you. * The other is still pure hell.

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I’ve been harassed in the past over being openly gay. I don’t want to experience another one of these cycles again. As previously mentioned I’ve martyred before, it was horrible.

I was mentally stable before all of this, now look where I am, broken.

Those two were fine last year. What the fuck changed?

At this point, I’m on track to having a repeat of last year. I’m taking therapy but that’s not enough.

I’m venting here because I can stay safe IRL and NOT die.

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I feel broken today. There’s these two guys that have done horrible shit to some classmates. First day of school: non-stop sexist jokes. Second and Third day: 9/11 and afghanistan jokes. Day 4: “wanna touch my cock?” (One of them bought a skinless chicken, there was chicken juice everywhere.). Day 5:

They pissed me off enough that day that I said I would “commit 9/11 on their ass”, later following it up with “9/11 with a pencil and you”. Now they’ve gotten me in trouble for saying that while their despicable asses giggle it all off.

I feel unsafe at a supposedly safe school. Those two are homophobic, sexist, racist, insensitive little fucks that look at gooner content 24/7. I cannot stress enough how much it has disturbed me. I feel like I’m gonna lose it.

They’ve done enough harm and I’m all alone. I’ve done enough martyring in the past and I can’t take it anymore. I thought I was in the clear for my last period of the day today, what in the fuck happened then and now. They and their 2 friends were there.

They have harassed enough people and I don’t feel safe anymore being around any of them. Unlike times b4, it’s students versus teachers at this point. They’re even hunting people’s addresses and socials down. And it’s not like I’m being hunted down by a child in NC and a texan bastard online at the same time. I’ve dealt with the latter of the people before and now, they’re done for. But two real life people? I can’t take it anymore.

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⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ good to hear!

i might get braces next year, they keep hoping this year though but every time they’re like “aw shit there’s some teeth that need to come in, we’ll try again in a few months”.