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Pheo first of all that picture of the sun(set/rise) is absolutely beautiful holy peak
second of all that looks so fun what the freak

Pheo it was a bit of a word dump and things weren’t quite linear, but it was more going for a feeling rather than logic this time around I guess <3

Shazz_ oh my gawd it’s like a shrine I love that

Hi! I’m back! Kind of.
I know I’ve been offline for a while, but I’ve been really productive over the last month! I spent my last year at LSM (Lutheran Summer Music) Academy up in Northfield, MN and just got back on Sunday.

It was a bit of a bittersweet year, meeting up with friends across the country for the last time. At least for a while. I did some things differently this year, and I’m really glad I did. I was actually a vocal primary, and got into Jazz Ensemble as a vocalist in a trio. (We ended up doing Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy!)
This year the choir got to sing with Cantus on Stephen Paulus’ The Road Home, and I was part of a trio on the descant,
I made my roommate of 4 consecutive years and my mom cry with both my theater solo and my solo recital (Top of My School - Katherine Lynn Rose for theater, and Laurie’s Song from Aaron Copeland’s The Tenderland for solo recital), and it was great.

I should preface this section by saying that I am not a senior, but am rather going into my senior year.
(Also my roommate knows everybody and what year they’re going into, which is important.)
On the last Saturday, we sang ELW 880 (O God Beyond All Praising), which is a hymn set to Gustav Holst’s Jupiter, from his setting of The Planets, which is one of my favorite Holst works. However, this hymn also marks the day that we recognize our seniors.

The Dean of Students (love her) called people’s names, starting with first-year students, then second-years, third-years, so on. I was also just talking to my friends before that morning prayer had started about how they’re going to recognize seniors, and I don’t get that, because I’m not a senior, so when the Dean of Students finally finished listing the senior fourth-year students, she turned to look at me in the front row (already holding back tears because I knew almost all of the seniors), and said “I’m going to include you in this too.”
OKAY SO SHE HATES ME AND WANTS ME TO SOB MY EYES OUT.

ON THE TRAIN OF PEOPLE HATING ME AND WANTING ME DEAD AND SOBBING MY EYES OUT:
I vaguely mentioned something to my roommate, about how I wanted to get this one book that really meant a lot to me (The Boy, The Mole, The Fox, and The Horse by Charles Mackesy), and how I wanted to have people sign it and leave messages, but I couldn’t get one, so I was going to have people sign my shirt instead.
On that Saturday night, after the orchestra concert, he came up to me, and gave me that exact book, signed by my friends, other students I don’t even know, staff, and all sorts of people.

“To show you how loved you are here, and how much of an impact you’ve made, to those you don’t even know.”
Those were his words exactly when he gave it to me.

I read it that night, crying over countless signatures and messages on pages that mattered to me. Pages that I’ve had hanging on my wall since my first year in 2023, pages that I’ve had signed by friends and staff that I’ve known and loved for four years, and pages that make me cry just by looking at them and remembering the memories they hold.

I’m really excited for this upcoming year to show the growth I’ve gone through, and for this upcoming summer in 2027, for my overseas trip!

@ghøstfacejxdi oh yeah, this is like a glitch or wtv that we get sometimes- it’s pretty quiet most days anymore.

Kayalangford yeah but like- we rarely get 15+ people max on anymore

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I thought we were done with the overly high amount of views/people online thing </3

Pheo OH THE COSTUMING IS IMMACULATE SKJGRW

Let me give some context: me and a friend are making extensive lore for a (FAKE) cult we had this idea for, and basically, it’s set after the extensive nuclear WWIV (World War 4), around the year 2080.

Here is what we have so far for inspirations, just for some vague idea of what we’re going for!!

Set in a highly irradiated and deserted area of AZ (Arizona)
Religious trauma + horror themes
Eye + Sunburst imagery
Nightmarish visions
Nonsensical glyphs
Southern Gothic + Nuclear Apocalypse
We also have animal representation of scorpions, fruit flies, maggots, cockroaches, wasps, orchid mantis, and various birds of prey, such as cultures and peregrine falcons.

I need to know quite a few things–we know that The Queen has Grade III (3) radiation poisoning, and I need to know what kind of nuclear bomb would make her get that, if she were to explore the Ground Zero (0) of her hometown (Prescott, AZ), after the bombs went off.
I also need to know the effects of the bomb that would have fallen–preferably more on the environmental part of it, as I already know there’s going to be a bunch of sick and/or dead people.

I’ve been trying to use https://nuclearsecrecy.com/nukemap/ to determine that, but I’m having troubles, so if anyone wants to mess around with it and let me know what would work for Grade III radiation (which I can elaborate upon), that would be greatly appreciated!

Pheo mannnn my troupe would literally never

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