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RE: My Gumball collectionposted in Images/Videos
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Little life update since I've been gone for a while! (Gurlllll prepare for so much info dumping)posted in Blog
Hi! Iโm back! Kind of.
I know Iโve been offline for a while, but Iโve been really productive over the last month! I spent my last year at LSM (Lutheran Summer Music) Academy up in Northfield, MN and just got back on Sunday.It was a bit of a bittersweet year, meeting up with friends across the country for the last time. At least for a while. I did some things differently this year, and Iโm really glad I did. I was actually a vocal primary, and got into Jazz Ensemble as a vocalist in a trio. (We ended up doing Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy!)
This year the choir got to sing with Cantus on Stephen Paulusโ The Road Home, and I was part of a trio on the descant,
I made my roommate of 4 consecutive years and my mom cry with both my theater solo and my solo recital (Top of My School - Katherine Lynn Rose for theater, and Laurieโs Song from Aaron Copelandโs The Tenderland for solo recital), and it was great.I should preface this section by saying that I am not a senior, but am rather going into my senior year.
(Also my roommate knows everybody and what year theyโre going into, which is important.)
On the last Saturday, we sang ELW 880 (O God Beyond All Praising), which is a hymn set to Gustav Holstโs Jupiter, from his setting of The Planets, which is one of my favorite Holst works. However, this hymn also marks the day that we recognize our seniors.The Dean of Students (love her) called peopleโs names, starting with first-year students, then second-years, third-years, so on. I was also just talking to my friends before that morning prayer had started about how theyโre going to recognize seniors, and I donโt get that, because Iโm not a senior, so when the Dean of Students finally finished listing the senior fourth-year students, she turned to look at me in the front row (already holding back tears because I knew almost all of the seniors), and said โIโm going to include you in this too.โ
OKAY SO SHE HATES ME AND WANTS ME TO SOB MY EYES OUT.ON THE TRAIN OF PEOPLE HATING ME AND WANTING ME DEAD AND SOBBING MY EYES OUT:
I vaguely mentioned something to my roommate, about how I wanted to get this one book that really meant a lot to me (The Boy, The Mole, The Fox, and The Horse by Charles Mackesy), and how I wanted to have people sign it and leave messages, but I couldnโt get one, so I was going to have people sign my shirt instead.
On that Saturday night, after the orchestra concert, he came up to me, and gave me that exact book, signed by my friends, other students I donโt even know, staff, and all sorts of people.โTo show you how loved you are here, and how much of an impact youโve made, to those you donโt even know.โ
Those were his words exactly when he gave it to me.I read it that night, crying over countless signatures and messages on pages that mattered to me. Pages that Iโve had hanging on my wall since my first year in 2023, pages that Iโve had signed by friends and staff that Iโve known and loved for four years, and pages that make me cry just by looking at them and remembering the memories they hold.
Iโm really excited for this upcoming year to show the growth Iโve gone through, and for this upcoming summer in 2027, for my overseas trip!
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RE: son?? ๐ญposted in Boredom
@ghรธstfacejxdi oh yeah, this is like a glitch or wtv that we get sometimes- itโs pretty quiet most days anymore.
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RE: son?? ๐ญposted in Boredom
Kayalangford yeah but like- we rarely get 15+ people max on anymore
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son?? ๐ญposted in Boredom
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Anyone know a lot about nuclear radiation?posted in Blog
Let me give some context: me and a friend are making extensive lore for a (FAKE) cult we had this idea for, and basically, itโs set after the extensive nuclear WWIV (World War 4), around the year 2080.
Here is what we have so far for inspirations, just for some vague idea of what weโre going for!!
- Set in a highly irradiated and deserted area of AZ (Arizona)
- Religious trauma + horror themes
- Eye + Sunburst imagery
- Nightmarish visions
- Nonsensical glyphs
- Southern Gothic + Nuclear Apocalypse
We also have animal representation of scorpions, fruit flies, maggots, cockroaches, wasps, orchid mantis, and various birds of prey, such as cultures and peregrine falcons.
I need to know quite a few thingsโwe know that The Queen has Grade III (3) radiation poisoning, and I need to know what kind of nuclear bomb would make her get that, if she were to explore the Ground Zero (0) of her hometown (Prescott, AZ), after the bombs went off.
I also need to know the effects of the bomb that would have fallenโpreferably more on the environmental part of it, as I already know thereโs going to be a bunch of sick and/or dead people.Iโve been trying to use https://nuclearsecrecy.com/nukemap/ to determine that, but Iโm having troubles, so if anyone wants to mess around with it and let me know what would work for Grade III radiation (which I can elaborate upon), that would be greatly appreciated!
