KayaRoseWho , piddles thank you two for the support. I’m kinda getting better right now, I’ve just been going thru a lot.
as for ayin
why the fuck are you self harming IN SCHOOL of all places. you could’ve done it anywhere else even.
I self harmed in school because I felt like it was the safer option, plus, if I self harmed at home, I wouldve gotten yelled at n most likely beat for my actions. which honestly would’ve made things worse. I wasn’t doing it for attention or because I thought it was “ cool ”. I was already overwhelmed and trying to get through things the only way I knew at that moment. School felt like the only place where I wouldn’t immediately get punished for breaking down.
you genuinely need to have a reality check.
I do not think that will help me get back on my feet. And Considering that something is wrong with me. Reality checks will NOT fix what’s happening to me. Im aware that something is wrong with me.
you’re weird for that shit
Again, I stated why I said it was my fault, You didn’t need to point that out again. I said and I quote " And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option ". Therefore I do blame myself. Saying that I’m weird for that genuinely hurts my feelings. You could’ve said it a different way. I already admitted that I blame myself for what happened, so repeating it or calling me weird doesn’t help anything. I literally explained why I made that choice, even if it wasn’t healthy. You don’t have to agree with what I did, but there was a better way to respond than insulting me for it. I’m already struggling enough with my own thoughts, and comments like that just make me feel worse instead of understood.
