Damn I look ugly lol

Dear Gummy,
If you really thing that we care who the fuck you are or if we hurt your feelings or whatever, you can turn your ass around and march out the door 'cause we sure as hell don’t. So grow up and stop being such a cringey ass baby bitch, because it’s really startng to get on our nerves
Sincerely, Red Ruby

i have no understanding of relationships, it seems. last night i was stoned via edible and kinda watching this conversation between my boyfriend and his friend. i had music going and i was zoned out while eating a wholeass can o pringles.
so i see that my name is mentioned and so i respond in my typical fashion.
well 'pparently that was wrong because they were talking about some sensitive subject and i was NOT paying attention. so my boyfriend got upset and went offline and his friend started ragging on me about how i dont really care and im unserious and i dont really love him.
so i didnt sleep well last night because i was upset, and today i spent the whole day in a fog. i couldnt even do my school. then fast forward an hour and im bawling my eyes out while trying to talk to my boyfriend and one of my best friends at the same time (he was trying to cheer me up).
did anything bad come out of this? no. i legit though we were over but we werent. so.
we smoothed things over and then i took a 30 minute nap and woke up two hours later.
i just. wanted to say this.
im so burnt out.

I’m off suicide watch! :D.

Update.
I survived.

thats it thats all i wanted to say.
love you all.

i did not make the background i stole it from pinterest.

Update: got an A+

What y’all think?
also first time logged in in a while!

everything, everything is too much.
i’ve lost my closest friend. he finally told me that, hey, he doesn’t like me romantically anymore, so the weird situationship we were in is now over.
my family, well i dont wanna get into that. too much to write down.
i just.
i just cant do this anymore. i already tried to kill myself a few years ago… and a year ago… and about 8 months ago… and a few nights ago…
im too much of a coward to do it, see? i have people i dont wanna lose, so they are what tie me to this planet.
but if i lose them, what then? will i actually be able to do it?
thats why i havent been so active. im struggling. i can barely get up in the morning. i cant do this anymore.
is 16 too early to die? too early to be done with life?
maybe.

ariead .-.

1 oh damn aight then.

1 IS THAT THE FUCKING OWNER-

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 WE CALL HIM BLUETOOTH CAUSE HIS ONLINE NICKNAME IS BLUETOOTH DEVICE-

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 IM TWEAKING CAUSE MY BEST FRIENDS NICKNAME IS BLUETOOTH WHATTHEFUCK.

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 damn .

my balls hurt.

Blake