Damn I look ugly lol

Dear Gummy,
If you really thing that we care who the fuck you are or if we hurt your feelings or whatever, you can turn your ass around and march out the door 'cause we sure as hell don’t. So grow up and stop being such a cringey ass baby bitch, because it’s really startng to get on our nerves
Sincerely, Red Ruby

i have no understanding of relationships, it seems. last night i was stoned via edible and kinda watching this conversation between my boyfriend and his friend. i had music going and i was zoned out while eating a wholeass can o pringles.
so i see that my name is mentioned and so i respond in my typical fashion.
well 'pparently that was wrong because they were talking about some sensitive subject and i was NOT paying attention. so my boyfriend got upset and went offline and his friend started ragging on me about how i dont really care and im unserious and i dont really love him.
so i didnt sleep well last night because i was upset, and today i spent the whole day in a fog. i couldnt even do my school. then fast forward an hour and im bawling my eyes out while trying to talk to my boyfriend and one of my best friends at the same time (he was trying to cheer me up).
did anything bad come out of this? no. i legit though we were over but we werent. so.
we smoothed things over and then i took a 30 minute nap and woke up two hours later.
i just. wanted to say this.
im so burnt out.

I’m off suicide watch! :D.

Update.
I survived.

thats it thats all i wanted to say.
love you all.

What y’all think?
also first time logged in in a while!

Blake

Duchess fucking deleted her account.
I mean holy fuck, y’all really made her delete her acc.
Good job, i guess???

Yes, IK I’ve made four topics in the last ten minutes
ANYWAYS
Here are my problems
I got…
Schizophrenia
Depression (dunno if counts tho)
Anxiety
Bipolar disorder (same as depression but with happy in there)
AND FINALLY
An abusive family <3
Here it is, if y’all didn’t know
Or if you cared, which I don’t CARE if you do

HI HELLO IM STILL ALIVE I JUST GOT MY ADAPTER TAKEN AWAY SO MY LAPTOP IS KIA FOR NOW ALSO UH OK NYE.

IT IS TOMORROW.
made by me.

inhale

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version) i was about to yell optimus prime before my autism shut off .

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version) eh, i guess its alright, i got it in for a skeleton so .

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version)
lemme reiterate.

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version)

AINT NO WAY THATS ALL FOR A COOKIE-

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version)

wowzers.

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version)

BLAHJSOIDGHOREYJISHJ

Siloxa (Black Pearl's version) now go eat hospital food.