pennypennypennypennypennypennypennypennypennypenny,
i have a favorite child.

this isn’t a style choice by the way he’s just like that.

there are angels outside the windows. they whisper to me.
i cannot hear them. they whisper to me.
there are maggots inside my skin. they gnaw at me.
i cannot scratch them. they gnaw at me.
my brain is rotting. necrotic tissue given divine sentience.
i was put upon this plane of existence for a purpose greater then my moldy consciousness.
there is mildew in my lungs.
i breathe in the stale air that festers in my atmosphere.
my decaying heart beats with a feeble pulse faint in my veins.
i rot.
i rot.
i rot.
i rot.
i rot.

blows him up.

‘hey did you hear about [INSERT THING HERE] has bad creators? they’re bad! we should completely drop this thing and pretend it doesn’t exist.’
ok but have you ever heard of

빛을 등져도 돼 넌 빛나는
태양도 잠식시켜 my star
슬픈 눈빛 속에 세상을 다가진 완벽한 피사체
My savior, 가련한 영혼이여
I don’t believe, you are a liar
나의 어둠과 너의 어둠이 겹쳐질때
그대로 내게 맡겨

Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
영원히 아름다워
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart

끝이 없는 the wall
낮이 없는 추락
한순간에 (무너트릴)
눈이 멀어지고 들리지가 않아
부서진 my world
My savior, 가련한 여인이여
Make me your god, I can give you everything
나의 어둠과 너의 어둠이 겹쳐질때
그대로 내게 맡겨

Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
영원히 아름다워
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart

Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart

Adorcism hey, thanks man. i do appreciate it. i’ll think on this some.

i know this seems like ‘woahhh harshhhh’ but eh.
it’s a constant loop of ‘you’re wasting your time, no one really cares about me, this time i’m really gonna do it.’
and i understand that depression is a bitch. i understand that, under certain circumstances, it can seem like suicide is the only way out. sure. been there before, so i get it.
but at the same time, at some point, it reaches a certain level where my sympathy begins to peter out.
‘it won’t get better!’ i’m living proof it does. do my words mean nothing?
and i get this is coming off as selfish and unempathetic, i know, but on the other foot i’m just tired.
also on account of the fact i woke up to 23 paragraphs of my friend’s suicide letter, so y’know.
i don’t know. i guess it’s harder since this is online. blows party favor for homeschooling.

tweaks and dies.
i’m so gay that i turn my partner gay. not because he’s dating me, but because he’s dating ME. i’m gay enough for both of us.

one time i ate something similar and proceeded to throw it up cause it was so sugary. fun times.

if someone looked at me when i was 14 and said i would have some pretty, anime-esque character as my profile picture, i woulda bitchslapped them so hard.
anyways so check out hatsune mizi.

oh this is one of my favorite songs. neat.

what.

a horse walks into a bar and says, ‘i think not.’
he vanishes.
malaysia explodes.

i think.

⛧𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔞⛧ teehee.

i probably have more. but these are my best.

Artemis oh, its alright. im pretty sure its my ex girlfriend. not that i have any bad blood towards her. i just found it surprising.

i’m going through all my old posts and i’m seriously considering deleting this account.
not because i wanna leave forever or for any other big reason. no, it’s just the way i spoke. i’m not as mature as i thought i was.
henceforth we forget everything before the great maturity era of 2025.
yeup.

car.