Damn I look ugly lol

Dear Gummy,
If you really thing that we care who the fuck you are or if we hurt your feelings or whatever, you can turn your ass around and march out the door 'cause we sure as hell don’t. So grow up and stop being such a cringey ass baby bitch, because it’s really startng to get on our nerves
Sincerely, Red Ruby

i have no understanding of relationships, it seems. last night i was stoned via edible and kinda watching this conversation between my boyfriend and his friend. i had music going and i was zoned out while eating a wholeass can o pringles.
so i see that my name is mentioned and so i respond in my typical fashion.
well 'pparently that was wrong because they were talking about some sensitive subject and i was NOT paying attention. so my boyfriend got upset and went offline and his friend started ragging on me about how i dont really care and im unserious and i dont really love him.
so i didnt sleep well last night because i was upset, and today i spent the whole day in a fog. i couldnt even do my school. then fast forward an hour and im bawling my eyes out while trying to talk to my boyfriend and one of my best friends at the same time (he was trying to cheer me up).
did anything bad come out of this? no. i legit though we were over but we werent. so.
we smoothed things over and then i took a 30 minute nap and woke up two hours later.
i just. wanted to say this.
im so burnt out.

I’m off suicide watch! :D.

Update.
I survived.

thats it thats all i wanted to say.
love you all.

What y’all think?
also first time logged in in a while!

Blake

Duchess fucking deleted her account.
I mean holy fuck, y’all really made her delete her acc.
Good job, i guess???

Yes, IK I’ve made four topics in the last ten minutes
ANYWAYS
Here are my problems
I got…
Schizophrenia
Depression (dunno if counts tho)
Anxiety
Bipolar disorder (same as depression but with happy in there)
AND FINALLY
An abusive family <3
Here it is, if y’all didn’t know
Or if you cared, which I don’t CARE if you do

not entirely sure if this is the right catagory whatever, but eh.
so a while back, we left this rather toxic friendgroup because of how they treated us. they were horrible friends, and its kinda hard to believe that we considered them our best friends for over a year.
so, fast forward and we have them all blocked, and they know we have them blocked.
and yet.
they KEEP trying to start interactions with us even AFTER we said we dont want to speak with them again. not only that, one of them keeps referring to us as they/them when we are female and have SPECIFICALLY SAID to use the proper pronouns (we arent usually like this with pronouns and such but its annoying because we are female it feels like he’s taking that away).
so not only THAT, but people were asking why we refer to ourself in the plural sense and we said its because we feel like multiple people are in our head and it makes it easier to use plural nouns.
not only does he make fun of THAT, a LEGITIMENTE ISSUE, he somehow turns it sexual.
mind you, he KNOWS that we have been SA’d TWICE, and we absolutely hate being the subject of those kinds of jokes.
he’s a fucking faggot (no disrespect to actual gays, mind) with NO sense of fucking empathy.
he’s a piece of shit.
they all are.
it cant be helped that we’re in the same server as them, but we have them blocked, so usually we just ignore them.
god fucking damnit we want to just fucking strangle someone.
okay, we’re done.

MY LITTLE BROTHERS BIRTHDAY IS TODAY.
WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY (ILL PASS THEM ALONG TO HIM) OR ILL EAT YOUR INSULATION .
but seriously, do wish him happy birthday. it would mean the world to him.

Dear people of MPP,
I’ve come to a random thought.
What if…
I die?
What would happen?
To tell you the truth?
Nothing
Not a ripple here nor there.
So
If I die tomorrow
I just wanna say
Thank you
For a wonderful two years.
Of love and heartbreak and love again.
Of rumors and truthes.
Of pretend and real.
Of happiness and sadness.
You people may not be serious in saying you care about me.
But I don’t care.
So
Thanks
Sincerely,
Red

Update: got an A+

i did not make the background i stole it from pinterest.

IT IS TOMORROW.
made by me.

And I still love Undertale and it’s various AUs