Damn I look ugly lol

i’m taking my leave from MPP.
after nearly 5 years of being here, going through all it’s ups and downs, met and lost people, i believe it’s time for me to go.
this place has been slowly dying, and almost everyone that i’ve known here has left or mirgrated to somewhere else. and i think it’s my turn. i won’t be deleting my account or anything, nor will i be completely cutting this place out from my life. but i will moving on to different places, which means the browser tab in which this site lives will finally be closed.
thank you all so much for the memories. i love you all.
have good lives, people.
with much love, Toast/Red Ruby.

Update.
I survived.

thats it thats all i wanted to say.
love you all.

@Siloxa922 “THE JAX SITUATION IS CRAZY” ahh.

i did not make the background i stole it from pinterest.

What y’all think?
also first time logged in in a while!

Duchess fucking deleted her account.
I mean holy fuck, y’all really made her delete her acc.
Good job, i guess???

tada.
ask quemstions about dis, i dont mind.

Yes, IK I’ve made four topics in the last ten minutes
ANYWAYS
Here are my problems
I got…
Schizophrenia
Depression (dunno if counts tho)
Anxiety
Bipolar disorder (same as depression but with happy in there)
AND FINALLY
An abusive family <3
Here it is, if y’all didn’t know
Or if you cared, which I don’t CARE if you do

I’m off suicide watch! :D.

REX we… we do realize this is… this is like… 7 years… later… right…?

Update: got an A+

not entirely sure if this is the right catagory whatever, but eh.
so a while back, we left this rather toxic friendgroup because of how they treated us. they were horrible friends, and its kinda hard to believe that we considered them our best friends for over a year.
so, fast forward and we have them all blocked, and they know we have them blocked.
and yet.
they KEEP trying to start interactions with us even AFTER we said we dont want to speak with them again. not only that, one of them keeps referring to us as they/them when we are female and have SPECIFICALLY SAID to use the proper pronouns (we arent usually like this with pronouns and such but its annoying because we are female it feels like he’s taking that away).
so not only THAT, but people were asking why we refer to ourself in the plural sense and we said its because we feel like multiple people are in our head and it makes it easier to use plural nouns.
not only does he make fun of THAT, a LEGITIMENTE ISSUE, he somehow turns it sexual.
mind you, he KNOWS that we have been SA’d TWICE, and we absolutely hate being the subject of those kinds of jokes.
he’s a fucking faggot (no disrespect to actual gays, mind) with NO sense of fucking empathy.
he’s a piece of shit.
they all are.
it cant be helped that we’re in the same server as them, but we have them blocked, so usually we just ignore them.
god fucking damnit we want to just fucking strangle someone.
okay, we’re done.

Dear people of MPP,
I’ve come to a random thought.
What if…
I die?
What would happen?
To tell you the truth?
Nothing
Not a ripple here nor there.
So
If I die tomorrow
I just wanna say
Thank you
For a wonderful two years.
Of love and heartbreak and love again.
Of rumors and truthes.
Of pretend and real.
Of happiness and sadness.
You people may not be serious in saying you care about me.
But I don’t care.
So
Thanks
Sincerely,
Red