Damn I look ugly lol

Dear Gummy,
If you really thing that we care who the fuck you are or if we hurt your feelings or whatever, you can turn your ass around and march out the door 'cause we sure as hell don’t. So grow up and stop being such a cringey ass baby bitch, because it’s really startng to get on our nerves
Sincerely, Red Ruby

i have no understanding of relationships, it seems. last night i was stoned via edible and kinda watching this conversation between my boyfriend and his friend. i had music going and i was zoned out while eating a wholeass can o pringles.
so i see that my name is mentioned and so i respond in my typical fashion.
well 'pparently that was wrong because they were talking about some sensitive subject and i was NOT paying attention. so my boyfriend got upset and went offline and his friend started ragging on me about how i dont really care and im unserious and i dont really love him.
so i didnt sleep well last night because i was upset, and today i spent the whole day in a fog. i couldnt even do my school. then fast forward an hour and im bawling my eyes out while trying to talk to my boyfriend and one of my best friends at the same time (he was trying to cheer me up).
did anything bad come out of this? no. i legit though we were over but we werent. so.
we smoothed things over and then i took a 30 minute nap and woke up two hours later.
i just. wanted to say this.
im so burnt out.

I’m off suicide watch! :D.

Update.
I survived.

thats it thats all i wanted to say.
love you all.

i did not make the background i stole it from pinterest.

Update: got an A+

What y’all think?
also first time logged in in a while!

Blake same.

Blake

Blake

Blake no problemo, brochacho.

Blake bestie i havent been okay since 2019 but its alright i can thug it out but i appreciate the concern.

what pose i be hitting after sending three paragraphs of the most horrifically beautiful description of my self-induced death and all of my guilt and literally everything negative i feel because i legit just had the worst night of my life and then proceeding to say im just on my period and laughing like its nothing (humor is all i have) and everyone still asks if im okay.

no cause like i be having the mosy joyous day and all of a sudden i hear this AGITATING, GRATING VOICE-
IM ON MY PERIOD AND MY DADS HAVING ME RUN AROUND THE HOUSE AND THE DC SERVER IM IN WITH MY FRIENDS IS JUST BLOWING UP AND IM TRYING NOT TO LOSE MY COOL WITH PEOPLE AND JUST STRAIGHT UP TELLING THEM TO KILL THEMSELVES BECAUSE SGKJSPHJSPDHJDPJH I NEED TO FUCKING SWEAR.
i am so ready to throw hands oh my fucking god.
anyways hows the weather over there, dan.

Blake hey bestie .

i’m just now realizing that, while we still have a lot of users, a lot of our old veterans are somewhat gone. i’m still around, have been since the start.
i just wanna know who’s left.

oooo spooky season ooo.