i am suffering from a very crippling mental illness that plagues many people on this very earth. i have been so ashamed to admit it that it is affecting my friends and family. they think i am a psycho but in reality im just a wounded bird silently pleading for help.
now you must be wondering when this all started. well here’s this little thing about genetics:
Genetics is the study of genes, genetic variation, and heredity in organisms.[1][2][3] It is an important branch in biology because heredity is vital to organisms’ evolution. Gregor Mendel, a Moravian Augustinian friar working in the 19th century in Brno, was the first to study genetics scientifically. Mendel studied “trait inheritance”, patterns in the way traits are handed down from parents to offspring over time. He observed that organisms (pea plants) inherit traits by way of discrete “units of inheritance”. This term, still used today, is a somewhat ambiguous definition of what is referred to as a gene.
Trait inheritance and molecular inheritance mechanisms of genes are still primary principles of genetics in the 21st century, but modern genetics has expanded to study the function and behavior of genes. Gene structure and function, variation, and distribution are studied within the context of the cell, the organism (e.g. dominance), and within the context of a population. Genetics has given rise to a number of subfields, including molecular genetics, epigenetics, and population genetics. Organisms studied within the broad field span the domains of life (archaea, bacteria, and eukarya).
Genetic processes work in combination with an organism’s environment and experiences to influence development and behavior, often referred to as nature versus nurture. The intracellular or extracellular environment of a living cell or organism may increase or decrease gene transcription. A classic example is two seeds of genetically identical corn, one placed in a temperate climate and one in an arid climate (lacking sufficient waterfall or rain). While the average height the two corn stalks could grow to is genetically determined, the one in the arid climate only grows to half the height of the one in the temperate climate due to lack of water and nutrients in its environment.
and unfortunately i have them and that is how i got this very sad mental illness. i feel it weighing down on my every day life, and every day i have to think about it. i am actively affected by this, and i don’t know how to get it to stop. i feel everyone’s eyes on me everyday in the lunch room, just waiting for me to make the mistake…
now i know you’re wondering what this illness is. well listen, i have brown eyes. (this will be important later) and i also have organs and a brain. this brain controls my organs, right? and also genetics too i guess
and the genetics decided to give me this fuckass disease called lactose intolerance. anytime even a drop of milk enters my weak body i am immediately hunched down on the toilet pushing a big wet one from my dairrière. someone please tell me how i can heal, how i can possibly lift this weight off of my shoulders and fly free and excel in my every day life. i just don’t know what to do anymore. i feel my life slipping through my hands, and the blood is on a cows hooves.
what can i do to not have this disease any more?

it’s still in progress but ykw you deserve a little sneak peak heh

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PROLOGUE.

Within this world lies a great power, placed within those unlucky enough to be born human. In a universe where elves dominate the world and lead by monarchy, there are chosen protectors to keep the unity that links each unique breed as a people. With great power comes great responsibility, and none other than the Elements can relate to that statement more. Each one of them are born a condemned human that struggles to fight off the burden the world placed on them.
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In the labyrinth of halls that weaved and curled throughout Elemental Boarding, smoke surrounded and clouded through every nook and cranny it could manage to slip into, its presence a mark of death to each and every person in the school. While the students slept peacefully, they were oblivious to the danger that would soon turn fatal for all of them.

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CHAPTER ONE.

It was the dead of night when I awoke, the grandfather clock’s chimes a testament to the late hour. As I blinked away the fog of sleep from my eyes, the smell of burning wood filled my lungs to the brim. I coughed violently, my fist pounding my chest to ease my aching throat. Each thump elicited another tear in my eyes, making my vision blurry as I willed my legs to swing off of my bed, planting them firmly on the floor.
Without thinking, nor even breathing, I stood and headed straight for the front door of the dorm and placed my hand against the handle, ready to protest against whoever was making that stench. I recoiled immediately. The metal was blazing hot, making the skin of my palm a vibrant red. I cursed under my breath, trying to shake the burn off fruitlessly.
The next point of thought was my roommate, Sacra. Was she still asleep? Had she noticed the smoke practically fumigating our room from under the crack of the door? My feet flew beneath me as I approached her bedroom door, not knocking as I yanked it open. My breath caught at the sight.
The room was the same as mine, yet the bed and sheets were ruffled as if she’d left in a panic, the closet creaked open with clothes strewn across the floor. It wasn’t just this that made my gasp. As my gaze drifted towards the window, a bright blue raging fire distorted the air around it and charred the bottom of the curtains that were billowing in its wake.
It took me only a few moments to diagnose the situation. She must’ve noticed before I had and exited through the window, since the front door was clearly blocked. Yet… she hadn’t told me. I bit my lip hard, the metallic taste of blood slowly dripping into my mouth. Panic seeped through my veins as I thought: What can I do? Trapped on all sides…
I didn’t have much time left. I had to jump, or give up my life. The fire made me anxious, the sound of my heart beating rapidly in my ears not helping. I squeezed my eyes as tight as they would let me and tried to push each probing thought out of my mind. As I broke away from my thoughts, I took a running stance and bolted, jumping through the broken window and into that hell. It took only a few seconds for the burning to start, charring my skin and my hair.
As I fell down from the second story, I tried to remember the training I had gone through so vigorously ever since I enrolled. I tucked my knees to my chest, landing with a thud on the ground and rolling. The dirt absorbed the blue flames still sticking to my body as I slowed to a stop, and I gasped in pain; adrenaline rush over, the ache now stuck to me as I struggled to get up again.
My knees were scraped raw, blood dripping down my leg as I staggered to find anyone that was still here, still alive. As soon as the pounding of my heart softened, I heard them. Faint screams of help as flames engulfed their life force. Despite myself, I began to run to their aid.
It seemed I was far too late.

cliffhanger! aha ther’s more but i’m not telling nanana boo boo

what if me and yangyang kissed 😎
what if me and yangyang got freaky 😎
what if i got freaky w evrybdy.

@ThatSluttyEditor CLOCK it. tghats so weird like it’s obvious you didn’t mean it in that way

Blake good for you fam ong 🥀😭

my afro just afro’d. i’m actually smilinh i look so fine like im the fine shyt

Blake OHMYGOSH HEH THANK YOU FAM HEARTS 🩶 🩶 🩶 🩶 🩶 🩶

i can’t believe people have sex. PLEASE stop.

Blake boi IDONTCARE please stop

@ThatSluttyEditor CLOCK it. tghats so weird like it’s obvious you didn’t mean it in that way

Blake boi IDONTCARE please stop

i can’t believe people have sex. PLEASE stop.

@Return-of-the-german-Wubbrle i don’t even think those are the same voice actors dawg 😭 idk tho
gumball and darwin change VA’s every season atp i’m gonna watch it but like name change pmo so bad

REX HEH I JUST REALIZED I REFERENCED DEKU IN THE TITLE HEH DEKU REFERENCE… aha um anyways yeah

i failed my math final. i got a 66.
and i also failed my language final how tf did i fail english if i fucking speak it like i’m gonna kill myself
everything else i passed though i guess haha

i am in desperate need of wap. i am dying of brain damage and this is my final wish. please send YOUR wap
my math final is tomorrow. i understand nothing because in every class i was playing papa’s cheeseria…
please send your WISHES and PRAYERS!!!

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@ᴘ-ɪ-ᴄ-ᴏ WHATTTTTT (me)

@BorisPavlikoskysSluttyCunt i will beat your meat through the screen 🥀📺🧴

REX UGH TYPOS WTF “MY GASP” UGH UGH IGNORE PRETEND THAT SAID ME