𝜗𝜚 rylie your not loseing me
Roleplay Group?? I dunno
I noticed there wasn't a roleplay group so I decided to make one! Bleh, I know, I'm a wierdo. But so are you <> <>
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I cant even with myselfposted in Boredom
I’ve been real addicted to these freaky deaky werewolf and vampire books lately, like the lycans queen, and owned by the alphas
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RE: gng tf is a labubuposted in Boredom
Blake labubu dolls are rlly ugly to me. they look like the monsters from “where the wild things are”
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RE: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiposted in Boredom
Raven ngl, I forgot about this app, lmao. ive been too caught up into kpop
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RE: does anyone have a food that the mere sight or thought of makes them nauseatedposted in Boredom
Egg drop suit and Lentil, I hate the texture, I also dislike Cilantro Lime Rice, the taste and smell is horrid. -
ABBA was right. The winner takes it all. (A vent writing thing I did bc holy shit the summer depression is hitting.)posted in Vent
What was it like to lose? All my life, I’ve been held to impossibly high standards that I’ve managed to reach. I’ve been scraping the bar, but I’ve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someone’s minimum effort.
The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
I’m fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
But I must stand aside and accept my place, below them.
