My skin itches. Day and night. It feels like thereβs bugs crawling under my skin, but thereβs nothing there. Itβs been like this for as long as I can remember.
I rememberβ¦one time the itch was so bad and intense that I scratched and scratched until my skin started to break, and I kept clawing and clawing only for the feeling to remain, and my skin to redden more and more as I kept clawing and gouging away at my flesh, blood vessels breaking under angry, reddened, and bruised skin.
And still, the mark continued to itch and writhe as if it were alive, and I kept going and going, like I knew that if I just got down to the muscle and sinew-covered bone of my body, the itch would finally be satisfied. I desperately wanted the feeling to go away, but even when I scratched bone, the itch was still there.
I still feel the itch. The writhing. Like itβs alive, and maybe it is. Maybe itβs meant to do this. This is something Iβve come to terms with. In fact, Iβve grown used to it, and Iβm reminded of my shameful actions of the past, proven by the marred and scarred skin. The Mark, on the other handβ¦Itβs Mark remains ever perfect, despite my imperfections. I will reach true enlightenment soon enough, and I will reach and meet the True Assimilation. I will beβ¦perfect in Itβs eyes. I will be perfection incarnate.
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RE: Spooky season!posted in Boredom
Artemis lwk iβm just gonna keep going as long as i can (iβm a senior in hs mind you </3) because itβs way better than doing other dumb shit- like I could be out partying or wtv but NAH im out basically cosplaying brudda πͺ
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RE: Spooky season!posted in Boredom
Artemis first of all iβm acknowledging the con thing- thatβs freaking sick- I want to go to a con, but thereβs never any nearby and theyβre expensive.
HOWEVER! Iβm hoping to go out w/ some of my friends, whether or not we t-o-t or not is up to them, but my usual costume is a vault dweller lmaoooo 4 years and running πͺ
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RE: you want an art dump? i'll give you an art dump.posted in Digital Art
Toast sighhhh i finally got back into it after the drama bs kind of settled down-
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RE: You are what you fear in meposted in Digital Art
Zeera Jackalton shes soooooooo- AUGH iβd literally NEVERRRRR shut up if i sounded like her
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RE: You are what you fear in meposted in Digital Art
Zeera Jackalton said in You are what you fear in me:
[Not going to lie, this songβs an actual bop, somehow!]
Bansheeβs music is absolutely ETHEREAL- I loveeeeeeee her sm

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RE: you want an art dump? i'll give you an art dump.posted in Digital Art
Toast first of all holy peak- second of all do I spy sepisstian shoelace art or do my eyes deceive me

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RE: holy shit bro (tw: vomiting)posted in Wellbeing
Soverign if you have something like pepto bismol or tums that can help
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RE: holy shit bro (tw: vomiting)posted in Wellbeing
Soverign oh dawg that really sucks about the throwing up- but congrats on overcoming the fears! I know shit like that can really suck and be scary- </3