Everything around me just stops when I’m near. My mom doesn’t like me, My friends don’t like me, And I don’t even think my girlfriend(s) like me. And it’s obvious I don’t like myself. I wanna fit in, But I just feel like the odd one out, And it’s skinning me alive. I just wanna be enough for people. But I can’t. And I don’t think I will. And it hurts. It really does. I just wanna be enough for people. Make them happy. But all I’m doing is failing them. One by one. And it hurts like hell. It really hurts. I just wanna have somebody to hold me and console me and whisper in my ear that everything will be okay. Even if it won’t be okay, I want somebody to tell me it will. Because at least somebody in the world would care. Right? I just don’t feel like myself, And it really hurts.
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I don't feel like I'm enough.posted in Vent
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RE: Time Isn't Very Kind, Is It?posted in Writing
WILL WORK 4 MT DEW it’s alright lmao, things are just happening, and I’m realizing that I kind of miss my childhood, when things were more free.
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Time Isn't Very Kind, Is It?posted in Writing
When I was 3, I wanted to be a vet tech.
When I was 5, I wanted to be an artist.
When I was 7, I wanted to be a singer.
When I was 10, I wanted to be a welder.
When I was 13, I wanted to go into a trade and be a part-time musician.
I am now 16. All I want to be is loved and remembered, but I also wish I hadn’t spent so much time thinking on what I want to be, because now, I miss my childhood, not that I remember much of it.
I wish I had been more carefree, and took more time to appreciate the little moments. I wish I hadn’t been so boring as a child. Now, I am not much better, and I would be ashamed if I had to meet my younger self, and she had to look up to me and see what I’ve become.
Time isn’t very kind, is it? -
Alr, Fuck you SMTown.posted in Blog
I’m done tryna be nice to you. So you deliberately disrespect Yuta. Multiple Times. Even during his depth album, You stayed disrespecting him. And by now, You just blatantly crossed the line. You took down his music video for Twisted Paradise. And covered it up by a " quality problem " bitch where? I’ve seen people screen record it, And they’re fine. Infact, They’re perfect. And keep in mind, As a Nayus, I don’t respect this. Blatantly. Respectfully, Fuck off if you’re not gunna do your job. 😐🙏
And don’t nobody come up in this topic and say some dumb shit like " mAyBe ThEy hAd a pRoBlEm" or " tHiS iS sUcH a nOn pRoBlEm" sybau.
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When I'm Not Around - YUTA NAKAMOTOposted in Song Lyrics
I was just 16
My dreams were of blowing up
12 10 and 21
6 10 I’m showing outI was 10 years away (Keep telling myself)
Got a lot to say (Faith in yourself)
Where will you be when I come rocking?Cuz I’m breaking through 可能不可能かより
Break every wall I’m not a face in the crowd
Don’t ever try to bring me downI don’t care what you say when I’m not around
It’s your turn やっちゃいなI don’t care what you say when I’m not around
関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
I don’t care what you say when I’m not aroundCuz I’m breaking through ぶち壊せ Limits
今 Break every wall 俺は止められない
Don’t ever try to bring me downI don’t care what you say when I’m not around
関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
I don’t care what you say when I’m not aroundI don’t care what you say when I’m not around
関係ねぇ ぶっ飛んじゃいな
I don’t care what you say when I’m not aroundCan you feel it?
Why don’t you come with me?Can you feel it?
Why don’t you come with me?上げろ Bring the noise
Why don’t you scream it out?上げろ Bring the noise
Why don’t you make some noise?I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
I don’t care what you say when I’m not aroundI don’t care what you say when I’m not around
関係ねぇ 狂っちゃいな
I don’t care what you say when I’m not aroundRight here
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Twisted Paradise - YUTA NAKAMOTO (SO THE ALBUM CAME OUT!!!)posted in Song Lyrics
I struggle every day
彷徨う freaking way
偽りの仮面
Gotta play my partMy pain never fades
夢すら no escape
逃れられぬ fate
Like my broken heartCrawling on my knees
孤独とキスし
奏でる minor keys
Past this hollow mask
I cannot go backIs it the world that’s so wrong?
Or is it me that’s the one?
笑うんだ 苦しんだ just help meI’m shining like a star tonight
Bright enough to guide you through the night
Drowning in your love is likeOut of sight
Flying more makes me feel dead inside
Dancing in this twisted paradiseStranger in this play
溶け込む fade to gray
闇だけが照らす
To the hollow darkI communicate
まだ僕を笑う
囁く I’m insane
Then the music startsSay my name
Break the chains
All I really want to do is just stay
Hug me in your arms
感じたいよ loveThis is the chaos I crave
Slipping on the edge of fate
笑うんだ 苦しんだ just help meI’m shining like a star tonight
Bright enough to guide you through the night
Drowning in your love is likeOut of sight
Flying more makes me feel dead inside
Dancing in this twisted paradiseI wanna run into your arms
We’re running out of time
Please take this rose
Before it turns to redI’m shooting like a star tonight
Bringing in the crowd and now this time
Drowning in your blood is likeOut of time
Dying more makes me feel so alive
Dancing in this twisted paradiseTwisted paradise
You could have seen that I had
You could have seen that I had
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RE: IM SCARED SOMEONE PLEASE CALM ME DOWNposted in Asking For Support
Wubbrle You can DM me on here or Discord (faster) if you still need to.
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RE: ....WHY IS THIS SONG SO "EPIC"?!! (see what i did there? :3)posted in Videos
Zeera the Nightmare Jackal's 2nd account YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
