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  • I don't feel like I'm enough.

    Everything around me just stops when I’m near. My mom doesn’t like me, My friends don’t like me, And I don’t even think my girlfriend(s) like me. And it’s obvious I don’t like myself. I wanna fit in, But I just feel like the odd one out, And it’s skinning me alive. I just wanna be enough for people. But I can’t. And I don’t think I will. And it hurts. It really does. I just wanna be enough for people. Make them happy. But all I’m doing is failing them. One by one. And it hurts like hell. It really hurts. I just wanna have somebody to hold me and console me and whisper in my ear that everything will be okay. Even if it won’t be okay, I want somebody to tell me it will. Because at least somebody in the world would care. Right? I just don’t feel like myself, And it really hurts.

    posted in Vent
  • TWISTED PARADISE MV IS OUT AGAIN 💚

    I WAS 8 MINUTES LATE!!

    My biggest flex

    posted in Blog twisted paradise yuta
  • RE: Time Isn't Very Kind, Is It?

    WILL WORK 4 MT DEW it’s alright lmao, things are just happening, and I’m realizing that I kind of miss my childhood, when things were more free.

    posted in Writing
  • Time Isn't Very Kind, Is It?

    When I was 3, I wanted to be a vet tech.
    When I was 5, I wanted to be an artist.
    When I was 7, I wanted to be a singer.
    When I was 10, I wanted to be a welder.
    When I was 13, I wanted to go into a trade and be a part-time musician.
    I am now 16. All I want to be is loved and remembered, but I also wish I hadn’t spent so much time thinking on what I want to be, because now, I miss my childhood, not that I remember much of it.
    I wish I had been more carefree, and took more time to appreciate the little moments. I wish I hadn’t been so boring as a child. Now, I am not much better, and I would be ashamed if I had to meet my younger self, and she had to look up to me and see what I’ve become.
    Time isn’t very kind, is it?

    posted in Writing
  • RE: Alr, Fuck you SMTown.

    The amount of times I came at SM is actually insane.

    posted in Blog
  • Alr, Fuck you SMTown.

    I’m done tryna be nice to you. So you deliberately disrespect Yuta. Multiple Times. Even during his depth album, You stayed disrespecting him. And by now, You just blatantly crossed the line. You took down his music video for Twisted Paradise. And covered it up by a " quality problem " bitch where? I’ve seen people screen record it, And they’re fine. Infact, They’re perfect. And keep in mind, As a Nayus, I don’t respect this. Blatantly. Respectfully, Fuck off if you’re not gunna do your job. 😐🙏

    And don’t nobody come up in this topic and say some dumb shit like " mAyBe ThEy hAd a pRoBlEm" or " tHiS iS sUcH a nOn pRoBlEm" sybau.

    posted in Blog twisted paradise yuta
  • When I'm Not Around - YUTA NAKAMOTO

    I was just 16
    My dreams were of blowing up
    12 10 and 21
    6 10 I’m showing out

    I was 10 years away (Keep telling myself)
    Got a lot to say (Faith in yourself)
    Where will you be when I come rocking?

    Cuz I’m breaking through 可能不可能かより
    Break every wall I’m not a face in the crowd
    Don’t ever try to bring me down

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    It’s your turn やっちゃいな

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around

    Cuz I’m breaking through ぶち壊せ Limits
    今 Break every wall 俺は止められない
    Don’t ever try to bring me down

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    関係ねぇ ぶっ飛んじゃいな
    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around

    Can you feel it?
    Why don’t you come with me?

    Can you feel it?
    Why don’t you come with me?

    上げろ Bring the noise
    Why don’t you scream it out?

    上げろ Bring the noise
    Why don’t you make some noise?

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    関係ねぇ やっちゃいな
    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around

    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around
    関係ねぇ 狂っちゃいな
    I don’t care what you say when I’m not around

    Right here
    Right now

    posted in Song Lyrics twisted paradise yuta
  • Twisted Paradise - YUTA NAKAMOTO (SO THE ALBUM CAME OUT!!!)

    I struggle every day
    彷徨う freaking way
    偽りの仮面
    Gotta play my part

    My pain never fades
    夢すら no escape
    逃れられぬ fate
    Like my broken heart

    Crawling on my knees
    孤独とキスし
    奏でる minor keys
    Past this hollow mask
    I cannot go back

    Is it the world that’s so wrong?
    Or is it me that’s the one?
    笑うんだ 苦しんだ just help me

    I’m shining like a star tonight
    Bright enough to guide you through the night
    Drowning in your love is like

    Out of sight
    Flying more makes me feel dead inside
    Dancing in this twisted paradise

    Stranger in this play
    溶け込む fade to gray
    闇だけが照らす
    To the hollow dark

    I communicate
    まだ僕を笑う
    囁く I’m insane
    Then the music starts

    Say my name
    Break the chains
    All I really want to do is just stay
    Hug me in your arms
    感じたいよ love

    This is the chaos I crave
    Slipping on the edge of fate
    笑うんだ 苦しんだ just help me

    I’m shining like a star tonight
    Bright enough to guide you through the night
    Drowning in your love is like

    Out of sight
    Flying more makes me feel dead inside
    Dancing in this twisted paradise

    I wanna run into your arms
    We’re running out of time
    Please take this rose
    Before it turns to red

    I’m shooting like a star tonight
    Bringing in the crowd and now this time
    Drowning in your blood is like

    Out of time
    Dying more makes me feel so alive
    Dancing in this twisted paradise

    Twisted paradise

    You could have seen that I had
    You could have seen that I had
    A smile

    posted in Song Lyrics yuta twisted paradise
  • RE: IM SCARED SOMEONE PLEASE CALM ME DOWN

    Wubbrle You can DM me on here or Discord (faster) if you still need to.

    posted in Asking For Support
  • RE: ....WHY IS THIS SONG SO "EPIC"?!! (see what i did there? :3)

    Zeera the Nightmare Jackal's 2nd account YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

    posted in Videos