Always hungry group

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𝜗𝜚 rylie I really appreciate the tips, but I fear I can’t take a complete break, per se, because while I’m technically ahead of the benchmark, I’m still behind–I have overdue stuff I need to do, and it’s killing my mind. 5 ASL and like 4 history ones. I can do the normal stuff, it’s just killing me right now.

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I’ve been trying my best to keep my emotions and feelings in, by bottling them up because it makes me feel better. Whenever I’m trying to open the tube to someone, They always tell me to suck it up, which only just makes it worse. I don’t wanna keep trusting people with my feelings anymore. Because they’ll only make my feelings worse. I’m scared if I bottle it up too much, the bottle just might break into glass shards. But I have to always say " I’m fine. " Or " I’m okay. " When I’m really truly not. It always hurts to keep bottling up my feelings, Though, it’s the only option for me now. I’m genuinely not okay. And I don’t think I’ll ever be okay.