How is everyone’s summer so far?
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Its me shadow im back for a bit so i made this and uh if you like heavy metal and just metal music or rock join.
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Just had my Spanish speaking examposted in Boredom
IM COOKED! COOKED BRO I COUDLT EVEN FORM SENTENCES I WAS PURE STUTTERING AND FORGETTING SHIT 😭😭 LIKE WTH THIS IS MY 3RD LANGUAGE I THOUGHT ID BE CONFIDENT BUT NOOOOOO MY FAT ASS WAS SCARED FIR LIFE LIKE HOW! HOWWWWWWWW! IM GONNA FAIL
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RE: does anyone have a food that the mere sight or thought of makes them nauseatedposted in Boredom
Egg drop suit and Lentil, I hate the texture, I also dislike Cilantro Lime Rice, the taste and smell is horrid. -
RE: Watch itposted in Edits/Videos
Blake LITERALLY I BLOW UP ONE BALLOON IM DAYING (probably bc I puff flavoured air)
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RE: Watch itposted in Edits/Videos
Raven I don’t understand how people have the lung capacity to use trumpets and things like that if be struggling to breathe
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ABBA was right. The winner takes it all. (A vent writing thing I did bc holy shit the summer depression is hitting.)posted in Vent
What was it like to lose? All my life, I’ve been held to impossibly high standards that I’ve managed to reach. I’ve been scraping the bar, but I’ve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someone’s minimum effort.
The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
I’m fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
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RE: some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst oneposted in Boredom
@whatswrongwith-me said in some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one:
[REASON: i cant prononce it and it sounds like im saying bwueway.]
it’s like- Rhotacism for your l/rs
