I just had a horrible nightmare… So as you may know, I ran away from my bio mom just the begining of this year to live with my bio dad. Hes better, more supportive, and hasn’t caused me any issues. Me, him, and his wife all agree that she abused me… I was mostly just blind to her attacks and saw it as tough love or a lesson.
The dream was about me running away again, but it happened differently. Instead of my dad picking me up, I ran away without telling anyone. I walked for about 7 miles before I reached a school that was open on tour, I walked inside and asked the ladies in there to help me hide just incase a strange lady decided to come in looking for me. They did. I also had an old phone she had given me but taken away. I had two phones in this dream, one my mom gave me, and one my dad gave me. She took the one my dad gave me, deleted discord and snap so I wouldn’t try to call him and left my old phone. She also left the house. I took that as an opportunity to take the old phone and run away.
At the school I realized my phone was dead from not being used for so long. I tried asking the students and teachers if they have any C type chargers and no body had one. So I went back home and realized she came back home too and left the phone my dad gave me on her bed charging. She also left the house again to look for me as she found out I ran away. I took the phone, it was on 78 percent. I went back to the school for the Wi-Fi and I called my dad on discord. Called him once. He didn’t answer. Called him twice. He didn’t answer. Called him three times he answered. It was like 3 in the morning and he was still sleeping but he answered. "Yeah!? " I said "dad it’s me. " he said "Oh hey sweets! How are you? Why are you calling so early? " I told him I ran away. I cried and said I wanted him to pick me up and that I was scared. I could feel my heart racing and my breath getting heavy. I also told him (forgot to add) that my step brother (my dads wife’s son) tried telling me to go back home and my dad said "That is very unlike him. " and he said he would pick me up but I’d had to find somewhere to sleep cause it was going to take a while. Thats when I woke up. My heart was racing. Breathing still heavy. I was scared to open my eyes cause I thought I was in the place that harmed me. (My moms house) then I realized I ran away already and that I was at my dads house and that I was safe. I was still hesitant on opening my eyes but I did it.
That was the most realistic, horrifying, and traumatizing dream I’ve had this month.
If you wanna know how my mom treated me and how she affected me and had me run away from her, check out this post
https://mpp.community/forum/topic/60952/all-the-posts-i-ve-made-about-my-mom-vent-timeline/2?_=1753680643102
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