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  • RE: Camping 2026

    Pheo first of all that picture of the sun(set/rise) is absolutely beautiful holy peak
    second of all that looks so fun what the freak ๐Ÿ˜ญ

    posted in Blog
  • RE: Little life update since I've been gone for a while! (Gurlllll prepare for so much info dumping)

    Pheo it was a bit of a word dump and things werenโ€™t quite linear, but it was more going for a feeling rather than logic this time around I guess <3

    posted in Blog
  • RE: My Gumball collection

    Shazz_ oh my gawd itโ€™s like a shrine I love that

    posted in Images/Videos
  • Little life update since I've been gone for a while! (Gurlllll prepare for so much info dumping)

    Hi! Iโ€™m back! Kind of.
    I know Iโ€™ve been offline for a while, but Iโ€™ve been really productive over the last month! I spent my last year at LSM (Lutheran Summer Music) Academy up in Northfield, MN and just got back on Sunday.

    It was a bit of a bittersweet year, meeting up with friends across the country for the last time. At least for a while. I did some things differently this year, and Iโ€™m really glad I did. I was actually a vocal primary, and got into Jazz Ensemble as a vocalist in a trio. (We ended up doing Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy!)
    This year the choir got to sing with Cantus on Stephen Paulusโ€™ The Road Home, and I was part of a trio on the descant,
    I made my roommate of 4 consecutive years and my mom cry with both my theater solo and my solo recital (Top of My School - Katherine Lynn Rose for theater, and Laurieโ€™s Song from Aaron Copelandโ€™s The Tenderland for solo recital), and it was great.

    I should preface this section by saying that I am not a senior, but am rather going into my senior year.
    (Also my roommate knows everybody and what year theyโ€™re going into, which is important.)
    On the last Saturday, we sang ELW 880 (O God Beyond All Praising), which is a hymn set to Gustav Holstโ€™s Jupiter, from his setting of The Planets, which is one of my favorite Holst works. However, this hymn also marks the day that we recognize our seniors.

    The Dean of Students (love her) called peopleโ€™s names, starting with first-year students, then second-years, third-years, so on. I was also just talking to my friends before that morning prayer had started about how theyโ€™re going to recognize seniors, and I donโ€™t get that, because Iโ€™m not a senior, so when the Dean of Students finally finished listing the senior fourth-year students, she turned to look at me in the front row (already holding back tears because I knew almost all of the seniors), and said โ€œIโ€™m going to include you in this too.โ€
    OKAY SO SHE HATES ME AND WANTS ME TO SOB MY EYES OUT.

    ON THE TRAIN OF PEOPLE HATING ME AND WANTING ME DEAD AND SOBBING MY EYES OUT:
    I vaguely mentioned something to my roommate, about how I wanted to get this one book that really meant a lot to me (The Boy, The Mole, The Fox, and The Horse by Charles Mackesy), and how I wanted to have people sign it and leave messages, but I couldnโ€™t get one, so I was going to have people sign my shirt instead.
    On that Saturday night, after the orchestra concert, he came up to me, and gave me that exact book, signed by my friends, other students I donโ€™t even know, staff, and all sorts of people.

    โ€œTo show you how loved you are here, and how much of an impact youโ€™ve made, to those you donโ€™t even know.โ€
    Those were his words exactly when he gave it to me.

    I read it that night, crying over countless signatures and messages on pages that mattered to me. Pages that Iโ€™ve had hanging on my wall since my first year in 2023, pages that Iโ€™ve had signed by friends and staff that Iโ€™ve known and loved for four years, and pages that make me cry just by looking at them and remembering the memories they hold.

    Iโ€™m really excited for this upcoming year to show the growth Iโ€™ve gone through, and for this upcoming summer in 2027, for my overseas trip! ๐Ÿ–ค ๐ŸŽค

    posted in Blog
  • RE: son?? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

    @ghรธstfacejxdi oh yeah, this is like a glitch or wtv that we get sometimes- itโ€™s pretty quiet most days anymore.

    posted in Boredom
  • RE: son?? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

    Kayalangford yeah but like- we rarely get 15+ people max on anymore ๐Ÿ˜ญ

    posted in Boredom
  • son?? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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    I thought we were done with the overly high amount of views/people online thing </3

    posted in Boredom
  • I'm making a new OC, OH YEAHHH!

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    His name is Briar Omen, heโ€™s a type of Faery, and has trauma ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน He lost his father at the age of six due to human negligence and wildfires. His mother took care of him for most of his childhood, before joining a war between two fairy colonies that disagreed on if they should fight against the humans or not. She ended up passing away as well.

    Briar continued his schooling to get his graduation tattoo and it turns out to be an Eye.

    Long ago, the Eye marked the fairy chosen by magic itself to guide the community. The current Head Fairy discovered a prophecy saying the next Eye-bearer would replace him. To keep his power, he rewrote history and convinced everyone the Eye was a cursed mark carried by monsters.

    posted in Digital Art
  • My new Pfp I'll use after pride month ๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ™

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    This is my persona, Atlas!

    posted in Digital Art