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• RE: Back from camp, yk what that meansssss! (D&D Character Art Drop!!!) (Official art besides the one my DM made!)

  Blake up ur mom :3 (Jk I’ve been super busy, but I had a lot of fun at camp- :>)

  posted in Digital Art

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• Back from camp, yk what that meansssss! (D&D Character Art Drop!!!) (Official art besides the one my DM made!)

  Picture this, it’s 1953, and you’re in a smoky bar, just having a drink. There’s a lady on the stage somewhere, singing some jazz or big band standard. She’s got a pretty face (although, you kind of have to have a pretty face in this business), long curly brown hair, and a silky/sultry voice. She’s got this sparkly red evening dress, and matching gloves and heels. She looks so…put together and perfect. What an idol like her should be.
  Meet Scarlett Jane Evans.
  Commonly known as the Scarlett Haze.
  Famous around the world, invited to sing at many respectable establishments as a solo singer or with her (tolerable) partner, Sylvie. She prefers to stick around to New York, but she’ll move around to sing. More notable places that she’s sung at include the Hidden Gem Bar, and a few other places that are…slipping my mind right now. (That’s the one I remember because we go there a lot.)

  
  (Ignore her pipe I forgot to actually color in. )

  posted in Digital Art

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• I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING, BITCHES

  I’m back from camp :>
  Not dead/ghosting yall i swear
  I’ve just been super busy since then, so I haven’t had like any time to log on. :>

  G U H.

  posted in User Announcements

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• i think my friend just killed himself on call. (TW MENTIONS OF SUICIDE)

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  im so fuckimng scared i might thjroaw uop
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  im praying that hes tjust spleepling
  sleeping sorry
  sorry for the misspells i might be crying
  idk if im gonna make it through the week
  i think im overreacting
  if hes just sleeping (which i pray for) i def wont do it
  if nhes not
  then i dont know whta ill do

  posted in Vent

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• just now realizing

  i dont know anyone online rn except for Hood and even then i dont “know” him i’ve just seen his posts

  posted in Community

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• RE: have I even done an introduction yet (late introduction)

  h4lfie b b b b b b b b!!!

  posted in Introductions

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• RE: hi again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (TW: mention of killing myself)

  idk i was lazy and bored so i decided to post an update on my health …

  posted in Community

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• hi again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (TW: mention of killing myself)

  my mental health has deteriorated badly
  i feel like everyone hates me atp and really that i js should like
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  but like
  im not gonna cuz that cringe
  also i told my friend that first person to die is GAY so i cant lmao (not as offensive, im legit bisexual)
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• ABBA was right. The winner takes it all. (A vent writing thing I did bc holy shit the summer depression is hitting.)

  What was it like to lose? All my life, I’ve been held to impossibly high standards that I’ve managed to reach. I’ve been scraping the bar, but I’ve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someone’s minimum effort.
  The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
  I’m fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
  But I must stand aside and accept my place, below them.

  posted in Vent

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• RE: some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one

  @whatswrongwith-me said in some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one:

  [REASON: i cant prononce it and it sounds like im saying bwueway.]

  it’s like- Rhotacism for your l/rs

  posted in Boredom

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