Blake up ur mom :3 (Jk Iโve been super busy, but I had a lot of fun at camp- :>)
The Watchful eyes
I guessโฆ Milo/Ren/Macha made this groupโฆ?
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RE: Back from camp, yk what that meansssss! (D&D Character Art Drop!!!) (Official art besides the one my DM made!)
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Back from camp, yk what that meansssss! (D&D Character Art Drop!!!) (Official art besides the one my DM made!)
Picture this, itโs 1953, and youโre in a smoky bar, just having a drink. Thereโs a lady on the stage somewhere, singing some jazz or big band standard. Sheโs got a pretty face (although, you kind of have to have a pretty face in this business), long curly brown hair, and a silky/sultry voice. Sheโs got this sparkly red evening dress, and matching gloves and heels. She looks soโฆput together and perfect. What an idol like her should be.
Meet Scarlett Jane Evans.
Commonly known as the Scarlett Haze.
Famous around the world, invited to sing at many respectable establishments as a solo singer or with her (tolerable) partner, Sylvie. She prefers to stick around to New York, but sheโll move around to sing. More notable places that sheโs sung at include the Hidden Gem Bar, and a few other places that areโฆslipping my mind right now. (Thatโs the one I remember because we go there a lot.)
(Ignore her pipe I forgot to actually color in.)
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I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING, BITCHES
Iโm back from camp :>
Not dead/ghosting yall i swear
Iโve just been super busy since then, so I havenโt had like any time to log on. :>G U H.
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RE: does anyone have a food that the mere sight or thought of makes them nauseated
Egg drop suit and Lentil, I hate the texture, I also dislike Cilantro Lime Rice, the taste and smell is horrid.
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ABBA was right. The winner takes it all. (A vent writing thing I did bc holy shit the summer depression is hitting.)
What was it like to lose? All my life, Iโve been held to impossibly high standards that Iโve managed to reach. Iโve been scraping the bar, but Iโve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someoneโs minimum effort.
The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
Iโm fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
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RE: some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one
@whatswrongwith-me said in some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one:
[REASON: i cant prononce it and it sounds like im saying bwueway.]
itโs like- Rhotacism for your l/rs
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RE: INTRODUCING A NEW DRUG
Hello ! I just wanted to give a piece of advice and a friendly reminder about topics like these , just make sure to put a TW , as topics like drugs can be really triggering , especially for recovering drug addicts like myself ! This isn't to be yk, mean or anything, I just thought it was worth noting .