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RE: Watch itposted in Edits/Videos
Blake LITERALLY I BLOW UP ONE BALLOON IM DAYING (probably bc I puff flavoured air)
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RE: Watch itposted in Edits/Videos
Raven I donโt understand how people have the lung capacity to use trumpets and things like that if be struggling to breathe
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ABBA was right. The winner takes it all. (A vent writing thing I did bc holy shit the summer depression is hitting.)posted in Vent
What was it like to lose? All my life, Iโve been held to impossibly high standards that Iโve managed to reach. Iโve been scraping the bar, but Iโve reached the standard. I finally made people proud! I felt good for a while, but this proved that my maximum effort, the effort that exhausts me to no end, the effort that has been forced from me, the effort that takes such a heavy toll on my body, is someoneโs minimum effort.
The feeling of dread that seeps back into my body is cold. I had known the warmth of happiness and love and care, but now I must go through the cycle of being compared to someone else. Insults, demeaning and derogatory comments make their way back into my life, dragging me down.
Iโm fighting for my life in this sea of brutality, struggling to survive, desperately trying to stay afloat, while I watch them float effortlessly, like the perfect being they are. The water they swim in is so clean, and pure. Mine is tainted with blood, sweat, and salty tears. What was it like to lose? It was like normal. It was the norm for me. The only reason it hurts so much is I was doing so well. And then I went and ruined it.
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RE: some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst oneposted in Boredom
|- แดแดสแด แดษด -| said in some words i dont like/dont like to use + resons pst one:
[REASON: i cant prononce it and it sounds like im saying bwueway.]
itโs like- Rhotacism for your l/rs
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RE: Me and my bf hallposted in Boredom
Blake SAME WTF LIKE I DATED PRETTY GIRLS AND I LANDED BOYS THAT HAD A MASSIVE FOREHEAD, ONE THAT BROKE UP WITH ME AND TRIED SAYING IT WAS A FORCED RELATIONSHIP AND ONE THAT WAS RACIST TOWARDS ME FOR EBING IRISH ๐ญ๐ญ but my current boyfriend his name is Mitchell heโs so cute
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RE: Me and my bf hallposted in Boredom
Blake low-key my old ex bc Iโm bi she looked like
we broke up bc we were long distanced
