Sometimes I wish I wasn’t who I am.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so smart.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so academically validated, that I crave to have the highest possible scores I can.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t the ‘shining star’ I’m made out to be.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t put up onto a pedestal to be stared and gawked at, like some display.
Sometimes I wish I felt safe where I live.
Sometimes I wish I felt safe with people.
Sometimes I wish I could just see my people again.
Sometimes I wish I could just go home, where I don’t have to worry about the outside world.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born.
Sometimes I wish I was more useful.
Sometimes I wish I could be who I want to be, rather than who other people want me to be.
Sometimes I wish I could get away from this fucking hell of a world, and just…be happy.
Sometimes, I wish I could go back to those days when I was but a small girl, sleeping in 'til noon.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days when my father would carry me inside and lay me down in my bed after a long car ride.
Sometimes, I wish I could go back to those days when I would be awoken in the early morning by the mourning doves, or by the train that passes by my nana’s house at any given hour of the day.
Sometimes, I wish I could get…comfort and solace.
Sometimes…
Sometimes…
Sometimes…I wish…I knew who I was…
Sometimes…I wish…I knew who I was meant to be…
Gaynarchy Cult
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Sometimes I wish...posted in Vent
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RE: Shurikit and Katanaposted in Digital Art
Zeera the Nightmare Jackal's 2nd account the second one reminds me of my wife…
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The Wheel of Timeposted in Writing
“The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again. In one Age, called the Third Age by some, an Age yet to come, an Age long past, a wind rose above the great mountainous island of Tremalking. the wind was not the beginning. There are neither beginnings nor endings to the Wheel of Time. But it was a beginning.” --Robert Jordan; The Wheel of Time: The Path of Daggers
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this whole thing is chaotic-posted in Boredom
Emily’s looking away-
Red(???) (blake) and the skull are having a staredown, and Victor and Donatello are also having a staredown-