I found something from my dark ages..
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When you look at the album, you might think something like “Cool, queen music.”
when I look at it, all of those feelings come back. I sat alone by a radio with only the AM and FM radio options and this disc to put in it. I had no friends, and people on MPP barely noticed me. I found solace in the world of music and art.
However, as my test scores dropped and my emotional distress became almost unbearable, my dad threw away my radio because I couldn’t get my grades up.
That was the first time I tried to hurt myself.
Seeing this album brings one of two emotions - when I see it physically I feel all of that pain coming back - when I hear the songs, I think of how far I’ve come.
Even if I can’t play the CD anymore, I still listen to some of the songs written on the back of it to show me how much I’ve grown from that manipulatable, lonely kid to a lonely teenager with 25 years of experience built in 9 years since I moved from my birthplace. -
@Misty . . .
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@Misty said in I found something from my dark ages..:
FM
101.5 THE EAGLE, “AMERICA’S BEST COUNTRY MUSIC”
93.3, The Bull, “Country music at your fingertips” -
Knox 98.5 KYGO
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@Misty Beautifully said. I am so glad to hear your growth ❤
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@Misty oh my fucking god
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jun just saw this topic and realized expunged downvoted you for some reason
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ok cool awesome i got downvoted for being amazed by the fact misty listens to queen i don’t care that’s not my problem
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jun PUT A GUN AGAINST HIS HEAD
PULLED MY TRIGGER NOW HE’S DEAD- -
@WoodGecko9118 yes
