w.i.p melody for song ;-; (i need total honesty no bs)

[scarlet lol]

Recording (4).m4a

ignore the screaming in the background

full lyrics -

verse 1 :
oh how the guilt surges through me when i see your face. the way my stomach twists and turns, i cant even think straight. the way your hugs make me shiver to my core, i just wish she wasnt the one your looking for.

pre chorus:
i know shes better in every way and it kills me that you love her more each day, but why do i have this need to be by your side. its honestly a curse that i know i cant fight.

chorus:
i cant seem to get rid of these killer butterflies, i just want to look into your eyes. this guilt and sorrow, i swear this is awful but at least ill get to see you tomorrow.

verse 2:
why do you make it seem like i have a chance, its not like i have any luck with romance. i tell myself to get over you but the way you look at me makes me feel so blue. i try to avoid seeing your face, but you always come back, i just want to get out of this place.

chorus: i cant seem to get rid of these killer butterflies, i just want to look in your eyes. this guilt and sorrow i swear its awful. i dont think i will see you tomorrow…