Made a new song just now. (Lyrics)

[A Former User]

You think you’re so funny
And and that you’re immortal
But I’d end you right now
If I didn’t have any morals…

Black sludge within me
Coursing at my spinal cord
Fuses with my mind and I am
Lost at my core

I don’t understand
Why’d you ruin me?

Hey hex, hey curse, hey damage done
The pain, dispersed, all through, I’m gone
Hey mirror, can’t see me, I’m so alone
And I cannot fathom why you’d do this
Why you’d do this
I’m so fucked…

You think you’re so deceiving
I see right through you though
Slice through my heart like thinner skin
Suffering won’t let go

Bloody nose, bloody skin, bloody mouth from the fight
No more clothes, bare and raw, and my skin is cracking into light
I won’t let you take over
I look over my shoulders
Something now has run me over
The truck of tricks I see now

I don’t understand
Why’d you ruin me…?

Hey hex, hey curse, hey damage done
The pain, dispersed, all through, I’m gone
Hey mirror, can’t see me, I’m so alone
And I cannot fathom why you’d do this
Why you’d do this
I’m so fucked…

Hey fucker, hey sucker, hey hopelessness…
You’re worthless, I’m worth something now I realize this
HEY MIRROR! I can’t see myself anymore!
You’re no longer me my bones break in three and crumble, but I’m still standing

Hey dickhead. Fuck you. You cursed witch
No longer, your slave, no longer your bitch.
I know I cried…
I always cried.
Late in the night
No one could hear me but you
I know you died
A little inside
Each day I came clean again this is your demise

Hey hex, hey curse, hey damage done
The pain, dispersed, all through, I’m gone
Hey mirror! Can’t see me! But I’m still alone!
All by myself in my thoughts maybe I was wrong
MAYBE I WAS WRONG… MAYBE I WAS WRONG

Am I still yours…?

[A Former User]

@HEXER Wow, you seriously should couple this with some piano and sing this :0

[A Former User]

I push my fingers into my eyesssss
It’s the only thing that slowly stops the acheeeee
But it’s made of all the things I have to takeeeeeeeee
Jesus, it never ends, it works it’s way insideeeeeeee
If the pain goes onnnnn AGAHHHHHH
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I’ve waited as my time’s elapsed
Now, all I do is live with so much hate
I’ve wished for this, I’ve bitched at that
I’ve left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I’ve gotta say what I’ve gotta say
And then, I swear, I’ll go away
But I can’t promise you’ll enjoy the noise
I guess I’ll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You’re left with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyessss
It’s the only thing that slowly stops the acheeeee
If the pain goes onnnn
I’m not gonna make it
Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems
I push my fingers into my eyesssssss
It’s the only thing that slowly stops the acheeeeeee
But it’s made of all the things I have to takeeeeee
Jesus, it never ends, it works it’s way insideeee
If the pain goes on, I’m not gonna make it
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
I push my fingers into myyyyyyyyy eyessssssss
It’s the only thing that slowly stops the acheeeeeeeee
But it’s made of all the things I have to takeeeeeeeee
Jesus, it never ends, it works it’s way insideeeeee
If the pain goes on, I’m not gonna make ittttt
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane
All I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane

[A Former User]

@Duchess why thank you 🤭 I actually do play the piano and have played it with a few of my lyrics. I’m just very shy when it comes to sharing my voice.