Js an update on my life
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@Duchess
Yeah but I won’t bother her I’m just gonna try to push through with it😕 -
@7o2_an-a
Anytime, Ana -
@Calistaa I’ve told my mom about how I feel because she’s Always asked me to be more open with her and when I told her I miss when I was younger and could actually spend time with her and my dad, and be able to go out every once in a while, or just spend time together as a family, and she said that if I want to go back to living that way we’d be broke and it’s not her fault she and my dad are always working, but if that’s what I want then I’m gonna start bringing in money for us and. Just got more upset about it because she didn’t understand all I want is for us to be a FAMILY again. And she’s said a lot more shit but I won’t say it cause it’s a little too much.
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Oh, wow. The fact she wants you to be open with her but lectures you when you are is terrible; that’s not how parents should act. My dad’s the same way, so I get it.
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@Calistaa
same :/ -
@Calistaa
Yeah, but I can’t do anything about it until I’m at least 14, I used to be a straight A student to make my mom and dad proud, to make them happy, and I was an amazing kid in elementary but then when I got to middle school I realized she’d always praise my brother even though he had some of the lowest grades in the school, and he had below average test scores, and then for me? A straight A student who was known at school for being a good student, and was even tutoring some of the kids older than me? Nothing, like once I told her about how I had the highest score in my grade which was crazy cause all of the students at my school were very smart since it was a magnet school, and all she said was oh that’s good but don’t tell me about it cause you’re doing this for you, and I don’t think she ever understood I did it to make her proud. And so when I got to middle school my grades went down to a GPA of 1.5 rn, and I talked to my mom about that she she told me she only praised my brother because he needed more help than I did. (He is older than me.) and so I just gave up on everything and that night she told me she wishes the younger Ana would be back, and what happened to her, and I told my best friend, and he said that’s fucked up because it’s as if she’s saying the me now isn’t good enough for her. -
@Calistaa
Yeah, and I can’t do anything about it because whenever I do she tells me to leave the house, and when I do leave she goes out looking for me and brings me back and gives me a lecture for 2 hours. -
@7o2_an-a
i wish i could leave my house for a bit i can’t even do that because they have me trapped in this house of terror were never togehter as a family and when we are we jus end up fighting I feel you ana i really do we all have the same problems i was having the same thing you were going thru for a week straight and my mom told me i was being a llorona i would cry on her bed telling her i was hurting i couldnt walk or breath or laugh bc it would hurt we all have bs parents -
Toxica
YeAh, I’m sorry, -
@7o2_an-a
Its alright -
@7o2_an-a If my kid was back from the hospital and was telling me they were feeling sick, I’d darn straight believe them. That’s so wrong :(
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Lol, I don’t really do shit in general that makes my dad mad except getting emails from teachers or talking back. I’m too much of a
to leave the house and go somewhere else
