just want people to know..
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if im not on here anymore, dont miss me. this isn’t my goodbye post just yet but i know its coming. i might end up asking to go to a mental hospital bc im really not okay. my mental state has gotten so fucking bad lately that im to the point where if i die, i die. but i dont want you guys to worry about me if i do end up going to a mental hospital… :> i want you guys to know that i love you and that your braver than what you seem.
a few things before i have to get off bc of my mom.
@rylie-is-hot-duh, im sorry i keep letting you down. i keep breaking my promise and i keep cutting myself after i said i wouldn’t. i realize now that it’s not a promise that i can keep with you and that really sucks bc i really do mean every promise and everything that i say to you. but… recently, its been really hard for me. and i am really sorry… i am… i know im failing you and im so fucking sorry. but i just want to tell you i love you and ill always be here. and ill be back as soon as i feel the need that im better if i do go to a mental hospital. and i want you to know that this ISNT your fault. you make me so happy and you show me how to love myself every single day even if it takes me a while to realize it. i love you so much and i hope your okay. you havent been on in a while and it scares me…
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I’ll miss you
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@xay-is-hot-duh Thank you for being here. If you need help beyond friends/family, I encourage you to seek it. I hope everything levels out soon.
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@xay-is-hot-duh Im going to miss you besti if you do leave <3333333333