I made another song. I've been drained lately so this sums it up.

[A Former User]

In the cracks of your hands
Pours out all that you are
And I’m left to pick up all your pieces
What I say isn’t right
What I do is just wrong
So why can’t you decide already?
I was ready to go
I was ready to stay
But all that I do
Does not much anyway
I was ready to fight
I was ready to kill
But I’m here not having much will to live

So tell me how to fix this?
Tell me what the fuck did I miss?
Tell me how to restrain the urge to just shut down
And maybe once it’s over I’ll be missed.

You come to me with a plan
I kiss your broken hands
But I’m not gonna kiss them anymore
You tell me “I’m gonna do it, I did it” “fuck everything I just give up” and what do I do?
I’m just a kid
I was ready to go
I was ready to stay
But my words don’t do much anyways
I was ready to fight
Fucking ready to kill
But you take me for granted and how do I live?

So tell me how to fix this?
Tell me what the fuck did I miss?
Tell me how to restrain the urge to just shut down
And maybe once it’s over I’ll be missed
I’ll be missed
Tell me what do i do?
How do I make you happy, cause I can’t even to myself
I’m tired of running in circles
I do not have a plan
To save you and tell you I understand

You wear all your pain on the outside…
And you shut the door to let people in.
Then once you open you just let yourself die…
You let your demons inside just fuckin win
But I cannot help
And I cannot breathe
I’m tired of taping a broken tree
I’m suffocating, death of making, always hating me
Hyperventilating, drained and shaking, falling to my feet

So tell me how to fix this?
Tell me what the fuck did I miss?
Tell me how to restrain the urge to just shut down
Tell me how do I fix this
And maybe once it’s over I’ll be missed
I’ll be missed
Tell me how do I fix this
How do I fix this
How do I fix yourself
How do I fix this
How do I fix this
How do I fix myself
Fix ourselves

[A Former User]

@Cyx this is honestly one of my favorite ones that you’ve done. you should really become a singer or even a writer for an artist :) your talented fr

[A Former User]

𝜗𝜚 rylie thank you!!!