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But donāt worry itās okay itās fine itās all good Iāll just handle this all like the man I should be right
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Iām too sensitive
I should shut up cause Iām making others upset
I canāt be sad or theyāll be sad
I canāt talk about my issues or theyāll be sad
I canāt say anything or theyāll be sad
I canāt do shit cause Iām afraid that everyone around me will kill themselves or fuckin leave me again -
@Cyx but alas itās not like I can help anyways no one appreciates the shit I do for them and Iām always putting so much more effort into being happy and appreciative and showing my love and kindness why canāt I just get that same fuckin treatment back
Sorry if you feel offended itās just how Iāve been feeling every single goddam day
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i care cyx, and if you wanna talk im here and i understand. its okay to feel that way becsuse we all do but you have to lean on the people that are there, and no thats not weak its human, it takes a village hun, and weāre right here. im sorry that things suck right now and if you wanna talk, i wanna listen
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@finneass and im so proud of you for still being here and pushing through even through the worst!!
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@finneass thanks Finn. It means a lot to meā¦
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@Cyx ofc
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@Cyx said in A post a lot of people won't really care about:
I feel fat and I hate my body I wanna be perfect I wanna be skinny
do a face reveal. we will see how perfect you are
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@Serco915 that doesnt fucking help lmao
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@finneass damn i suck at being a therapist š
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@Serco915 k bro.
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@Cyx I know it might not mean much coming from me, But i hope things get better for you.
I went through a phase of trying to find out who i wanted to be when i was a teenager, it comes and goes, youāll find yourself, I know you will!
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@Cyx What exactly makes you feel out of place/weird? Itās normal to feel that way, but people usually do because of lack of self-confidence. Which you clearly dont have much from what Iām reading. Do you not feel confident even with your girlfriend?
I remember you posting about you not liking your body in the past. If you were āskinnier,ā do you think youād feel less out of place and weird? Or does your physical image not have anything to do with feeling weird/annoying.
The pressure to be happy in the middle of sadness is real. I really hate that people feel like they have to hide their true feelings. Sadness is just as valid as happiness. Im sure you know that. putting it into action is a lot more difficult. I think overcoming that fear is really hard, but it is possible.