i want someone to fucking explain this shit to me.

[xay-is-hot-duh]

why is it nobody in today's day and age...
can be fucking honest with anyone abt anything anymore?
if you like me, tell me that you fucking like me.
if you hate my guts and you want me out of your fucking life then tell me.
because i am sick and fucking tired of wasting my goddamn time on people that never give time for me.
i am done...
putting in the fucking effort when nobody else puts in effort to even notice me.
and the thing that pisses me off the most... is that i was ((wasnt)) doing fine on my own.
but i gave my heart to some people...
i gave them the fucking trigger..
and they didnt even have the fucking guts...
to pull the trigger in my fucking face..
and now i have to readopt to being back on my fucking own.
somebody fucking explain this shit to me.
because i am done...
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yes, i did get this from a video but its really relatable.

[That Machine]

@Full-Out-Rylie ok