so like big ass update for those who care
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a couple days ago i kinda stopped taking my antidepressants and i was really thinking abt overdosing on them. i didn’t obviously but i sure was thinking abt it. anyways, so i told my brother abt it and i told myself i wouldn’t tell my mom but i did anyways and we were going to go to the er for me to end up going to a mental hospital but she ended up just calling my doctor and talking to her instead. she said that i shouldnt take my meds for right now to see if that was the problem but the thing is is that people think it’s just my meds. i started poking my hand with a pin almost every time i go to school. it’s either a paperclip or it’s some other sharp object since my mom took my pins away bc of it. and ive been suicidal and depressed for quite some time now. and i finally decided that im not going to share my feelings as much anymore bc i feel like its a bad idea. im just not in a really good state rn so. but don’t worry abt me much, im just- here.
and ik Kirito did some things that might not be forgiving but his death is making it really hard to think anymore. i miss him a lot and i don’t take suicide lightly even tho im struggling with it. -
@why-do-we-have-a-username said in so like big ass update for those who care:
and i was really thinking abt overdosing on them.
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@Ditto-2-0 i really don’t want your dumbass humor rn but ty ig.
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@why-do-we-have-a-username it’s my reaction, also pls don’t overdose it’s very bad :(
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You can always talk to me Ry,
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Keeping your feelings away from everybody isn’t gonna help you get past them
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dam
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@Ditto-2-0 ik it’s bad im just very suicidal lately yk?
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@why-do-we-have-a-username no no no don’t be
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@jeff-is-my-4lifer i feel like it’s my only choice to keep my feelings in tbh. i don’t really like venting anyways.
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It’s not your only choice but if it’s the choice you wanna make I support it ig
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@jeff-is-my-4lifer i just won’t share as much
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@why-do-we-have-a-username im here love, if u need anything im here for u
