sooooo... i forgot to make this post-
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so one of my favorite bands is Linkin Park and the lead singer, Chester Bennington, died July 20, 2017 [he was found dead at his home in Palos Verdes Estates, California; the coroner concluded that he had died as a result of suicide by hanging. found this on google but i did remember the date he died.] and the other band members have been publishing songs that Chester and the rest of the band recorded before he died and just havent published them but they are now. and idk what they’re doing bc im one of their vans and i broke down when i heard Chester’s voice in their new published song,; Fighting Myself - March 24, 2023 - and so did my mom bc Linkin Park has helped her fight a lot of struggles with her life and it helps me with mine too. and my mom likes the song Lost that they did i dont remember when they published that but it was this year. anyways, im in love with Fighting Myself now bc as soon as i heard Mike Shinoda sing and just hearing Chester it was an instant click to how i feel rn. and these are the lyrics to the song.
Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
Every little thing that I think about just built on top of the pain and doubt
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Even though I wanna just let it out, I
Try to act like I don’t mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet
But sittin’ there in my silence, just seems to amplify it
When I thought that keepin’ this inside would make it better
I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
But every time I think, I got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
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Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could’ve changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
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I didn’t want you to think I’m worn out so easily
I wish I’d held it in, so you never knew what built up inside of me
Now, I don’t know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly
But now, everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see
I don’t want you to promise you can change everything and make it better
'Cause you can bet, I’m gonna end up ruining it forever
And every time you think, you got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
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Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could’ve changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could’ve changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
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I can’t run with this weight on my back
I can’t see 'cause I’m focused on the past
I can’t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
I can’t run with this weight on my back
I can’t see 'cause I’m focused on the past
I can’t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
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Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could’ve changed it all from the start
I can’t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could’ve changed it all from the start
I can’t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
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if you dont understand the lyrics from just reading them then go listen to it and it might help you understand the lyrics. bc i have to do that sometimes too.
also im like a freak on music and ive only been listening to this since yesterday and i know all the lyrics and ive only listened to it twice so pog ig :] -
ima just-
yes, its the lyrics bc i couldnt find the audio on youtube yet
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@xay-is-hot-stfu
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tripod damn
