I feel so relieved...
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It’s hard to… tell your past to someone you love. A past such like mine, you’d be fearing and cowarding out of a theraputic talk about it. Youd hate yourself, be disgusted by yourself… regret your whole existence as a child.
My girlfriend, I just talked with her about it. I feel so relieved now. No judgement, no harsh words, only understanding and empathy, and relating. She made me feel like I wasn’t alone and that… it was okay to make those mistakes as a toddler to 10 year old. If someone TRULY loves you, they wouldn’t judge you for those mistakes. That’s why I love her so much. She didn’t call me gross, at all. She only explained before I told her about it all, that she wasn’t so trusting of me because I hid my past out of fear, but we’re okay now. My trust has been restored and that weight on my shoulders is gone.
I love her, and I am calmed down from my panic attack.
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx theres some people who seem as they dont care but like some people have prob told you ‘‘you will find the right person some day’’
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx I love when people are understanding and kind. It’s what this world needs.