a couple song lyrics by Conan Grey that make me cry :]

[A Former User]

First up; Heather
I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater
You said it looked better on me than it did you
Only if you knew how much I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I’m not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it’s just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I’m getting colder
But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I’m not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it’s just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather
I wish I were Heather
(Oh, oh)
Wish I were Heather
Why would you ever kiss me?
I’m not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it’s just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were

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Second; Yours
I’m somebody you call when you’re alone
I’m somebody you use, but never own
I’m somebody you touch, but never hold
And you’re somebody I’ll never really know
I know I’m not the one you really love
I guess that’s why I’ve never given up
‘Cause I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun
But still, I’m not enough
Oh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I’m the love of your life
Like you already know you’re never sayin’ goodbye
But I’m not yours
I’m not yours, I’m not yours
I want more, I want more
But I’m not yours
And I can’t change your mind
But you’re still mine
So tell me that it’s time for me to go
‘Cause you know I can’t do it on my own
The only thing that’s harder than sleepin’ alone
Is sleepin’ with your ghost
Oh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I’m the love of your life
Like you already know you’re never sayin’ goodbye
But I’m not yours
I’m not yours, I’m not yours
I want more, I want more
But I’m not yours
And I can’t change your mind
I should’ve known that it was dumb love
15 dozen roses
All the things that I’ve done for you not to notice
Can’t believe I chose you over all my best friends
What the fuck did I do in the end?
Just to not be yours

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Third; Family Line
My father never talked a lot
He just took a walk around the block
'Til all his anger took a hold of him
And then he’d hit
My mother never cried a lot
She took the punches, but she never fought
‘Til she said, “I’m leaving, and I’ll take the kids”
So she did
I say they’re just the ones who gave me life
But I truly am my parents’ child
Scattered 'cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side
Told a million to survive
Scattered 'cross my family line
God, I have my father’s eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run, but I can’t hide
From my family line
It’s hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can’t forget, I can’t forgive you
'Cause now I’m scared that everyone I love will leave me
Scattered 'cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side
Told a million to survive
Scattered 'cross my family line
God, I have my father’s eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run, but I can’t hide
From my family line
From my family line
Oh, all that I did to try to undo it
All of my pain and all your excuses
I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless
(Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this)
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share a last name, but
(We are not the same)
Scattered 'cross my family line
I’m so good at telling lies
That came from my mother’s side
Told a million to survive
Scattered across my family line
God, I have my father’s eyes
But my sister’s when I cry
I can run, but I can’t hide
From my family line
From my family line

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Fourth; Astronomy
We drive through the woods, rich neighborhoods to watch
We joked as we looked that they were too good for us
'Cause socially speaking, we were the same
With runaway fathers and mothers who drank
A tale old as time, young love don’t last for life
And now I know, now I know
It’s time to go, it’s time to go
We’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars
We’ve seen everything from Saturn to Mars
As much as it seems like you own my heart
It’s astronomy, we’re two worlds apart
we’re two worlds apart
(It’s astronomy) we’re two worlds apart
From far away, I wish I’d stayed with you
But here, face to face, a stranger that I once knew
I thought, if I wanted, I’d fall back in love
You said, “Distance brings fondness”, but guess not with us
The only mistake that we didn’t make was run
(Now look what we’ve done)
We’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars
We’ve seen everything from Saturn to Mars
As much as it seems like you own my heart
It’s astronomy, we’re two worlds apart
we’re two worlds apart
Stop trying to keep us alive
You’re pointing at stars in the sky that already died
Stop trying to keep us alive
You can’t force the stars to align when they’ve already died
Oh, we’ve died, ooh-oh-oh
Oh, we’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars
We’ve seen everything from Saturn to Mars
As much as it seems like you own my heart
It’s astronomy, we’re two worlds apart

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yea… on a kick with sad songs now.

[A Former User]

@xay-is-hot-duh said in [a couple song lyrics by Conan Grey that make me cry :]](/forum/post/325674):

First up; Heather

I love this song

[A Former User]

@Creati_132 same even how it makes me cry

[A Former User]

@xay-is-hot-duh Fr, crying to this song is the best part

[A Former User]

@Creati_132 yea other than the part where i then overthink

[A Former User]

@xay-is-hot-duh True true