I just realized.. :/
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I’m like. More mature than others. And normally people would be like “I wish I was more mature, I’m so immature” like… good for you. Be immature. I wish I kept my innocence and sense of stupidity. I really do. I realized that couples my age, don’t really have those deep intellectual talks and conversations and… arguments like adults. But me and my gf have that. We talk like adults, converse like adults, play like adults, argue like adults… I know more than a nice 5/6 of my school does. And it’s really interesting to think about. I talk with others about their problems like an actual therapist, I’m more helpful than my parents are in those types of situations. It’s funny what altered and fucked brain chemicals and HAVING to grow up faster really does to a person… my brain doesn’t work like most others and I find it really fascinating but also very very sad. :(
I wish I was 3 years old and still ignorant and immature.
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@HEXER and yeah, I lost my true childhood at around 4-6. Had to learn the hard way with my parents fights, having to get my brothers who are 3-4 years older than me to stop crying, being neglected, having inappropriate content showed to me at 4, having my own brother introduce me to a whole sexual world, having to cope with my traumas and dark places on my own…
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yeah, i act immature but tbh, im hella mature n i hate it
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@HEXER one of the reasons why I haven’t trusted to sit on anyone’s lap since I was 5 or 7
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@HEXER except for my partner now but that’s a WHOLE other story
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And my mother wonders why her 13 year old son has ended up ruined, untrusting of others, scared, and suicidal.
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@HEXER Zamn
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@HEXER Same here :(
