lyrics part 11 (hopefully the last)

[Flip Ditcher]

okay so im gonna prevent myself from writing ANYMORE songs until i record one of the others

Connection/Culmination of my Actions by K. Jay

Connection

You’ve got me around your finger.
I know you’ll continue to linger
When I’m not here.
You affect anyone who’s near.
Got me wrapped in vines,
Even if I need a break sometimes
I come crawling back to you.

I yearn for your love.
You always have what I need.
You say that it’s fun
But all I know I need to do is leave.

3 A.M., we stare at each other,
Despite telling one lie after another,
We keep our cool and get a long,
But something feels so wrong.
I got this feeling of guilt,
Like I’ve pushed away everything I’ve built
For not just myself, but for you.
Like Taylor Swift, look what you made me do.
What defines us as spineless?
Catch each other with another person,
Unable to contain our lust,
Not learnin’, ‘cause I crawl back to you.

I yearn for your love.
You always have what I need.
You say that it’s fun
But all I know I need to do is leave.
I’m sorry,
But you know it’s true.
I’ve been longing
To get far away from you.

Don’t die on me, don’t die on me,
Don’t die on me, don’t die on me,
Don’t die on me, don’t die on me,
Don’t die on me, don’t die on me,

I don’t want to stay,
But please don’t leave.
I know it’s for the best,
But we’ll both be lonely.
Who am I kidding,
You’ll find someone else
To use for algorithms
And profit off of them as well.
The internet has put me through Hell!

I don’t need your love,
Even if you have what I need.
I am just so done
And all I know I need to do is leave.
I’m sorry,
But you know it’s true.
I’ve been longing
To get far away from you.
Our connection is dying,
There’s no point of trying
To save it,
We’re faithless.
I’m losing connection,
But it’s for the best in the end

Culmination of my Actions

I will be erased
For all the things I’ve said and will say.
No trying to save.
So much for trying to help my race.
I was only testing.
Please, don’t be offended.
I was just venting.
I wanted attention,
But my shit is ass.
I’m just a wrapper you’ll throw in the trash.
Second testing won’t do nothing but add
To the sheer amounts of crap.
I’m being punished for my lust,
Angel Dust, being sus.
I’m a cypherin’ idiot
Doin’ what he loves.
Mom, dad, I’m sorry.
I have been longing
To say that for quite some time,
But now I know,
It’s all verbatim,
Blatantly naked.
No trying to shake it.
I came from Hell!
I came her to torture the souls of the well.
So much for connection,
I need an intervention.
There was no Flip Ditcher,
Only a sinner.
And to think I loved this.
To think I loved this
Is stupid.
I am an addict,
No saving me.
Don’t feel guilty.
It’s all been building.
From 14 to 18.
Art is truly dead.

[A Former User]

i cant tell if the first one is about someone being toxic or them always being there-

[Flip Ditcher]

@Knoxzee its about my relationship to the internet and how its been taking over my life and making me make myself feel miserable